泰格 Tig

我们第二天会告诉你有多少受精成功
We’re gonna tell you how many fertilized the next day,
第三天有多少开始分♥裂♥
how many are dividing the day after,
然后我们需要决定在第三天或第五天
and then we’re gonna decide how many we’re gonna freeze
我们要冷冻多少个
on day three or day five.
– 嘿 – 你好吗
– Hey. – Hey, how are you?
我决定选我的朋友Paris来当捐赠者
I decided to choose my friend Paris to be the donor.
我小时候迷恋过他
I had a crush on him when I was a kid.
我妈妈总是希望我最终能和他谈恋爱或结婚
And my mother always wished I would be with or end up with him.
直到我开始交女朋友
Until I started bringing girlfriends around.
真是有趣的发展
What a funny route.
这就是我妈妈想要的
It’s all my mother ever wanted.
谢谢
Thank you.
那是你的样本吗
Is that your specimen?
我们有六个极佳的卵子
We have about six excellent eggs,
九个良好的卵子 一个比较差的
nine good eggs, and one poor.
– 所以还不错 – 太好了
– So that’s good. – Nice.
– 好吗 – 好的
– All right. – All right.
– 这太棒了 – 棒极了 对吗
– That’s great. Yeah. – That’s awesome, isn’t it?
明天我会给你打电♥话♥告诉你有多少个受精的
Tomorrow I’ll call you and tell you how many fertilized.
获取的16枚卵子中 九个受精
Naj医生会冷冻受精卵直到Tig找到代♥孕♥母亲
我有种感觉
接下来会发生什么
我要怎么去
约会
我单身
我想认识新的人
但时机太诡异了
如果我上网约会呢
我要
上网
写一个
简介吗
我得了癌症
非诚勿扰
我在通过输液补铁
I’m getting iron via IV.
通过输液
Via IV.
我血铁含量极低
I’ve had extremely low iron.
我的肿瘤医生说是因为
My oncologist attributes it
住院治疗啊 手术啊 还有
to all the hospitalization and surgery and…
我经历过的一切
everything I’ve been through.
我认识了一个与我共事的女孩
I ran into this girl that I had worked with
然后
and then, um…
我们
we, uh…
开始出去玩
started hanging out.
我是在拍电影《在世间》的时候认识了Stephanie
I met Stephanie on In a World.
电影里她是我喜欢的人
She was my love interest in the movie.
你头发该剪了
You should cut your hair.
别想用刻薄来吸引我注意力 没用的
Stop trying to woo me by being mean. Doesn’t work.
– 你等会儿想喝一杯吗 – 行啊
– You wanna get a drink later? – Okay.
我18岁就开始演戏了
I’ve been acting since I was 18.
我高中辍学后就搬到洛杉矶
I moved to Los Angeles after I dropped out of high school.
给我说说吧
Tell me about that.
我GPA有4.1
I had a 4.1 GPA
我高中还差一个学期的时候就辍学了
and I dropped out my senior year with a semester to go.
感觉是 “不
Very much like, “No,
这才是我想做的 我要做的
this is what I wanna do, and I’m gonna do it.
并且我会逐步落实”
And I’ll let everything fall into place.”
再见到Stephanie几乎是一年之后
The next time I saw Stephanie was almost a year later.
《在世间》剧组来到了圣丹斯电影节
In a World was going to Sundance.
Tig在初次公映的时候坐在我后面
Tig was sitting behind me at the premiere,
每次有她的戏份的时候 她都会前倾过来说
and any time she came onscreen she’d lean forward and go,
“我有癌症我自己还不知道 就是那时候发现的”
“I had cancer and I didn’t know it. I have cancer right there.”
我给她电♥话♥号♥的时候 我说 “不要发太多消息给我”
When I gave her my number, I said, “Don’t text me too much.”
我说 “我刚和一个认识了没多久的女孩
I said, “I just went out with this girl
喝了杯咖啡 然后她就不停地发短♥信♥给我”
that wouldn’t stop texting me after just having coffee one day.”
这个女孩在睡前发消息给我
That girl texted me
“好梦” 我就回 “哦”
“Sweet dreams” Before bed, and I was like, “Oh…”
看起来有点过头 在只喝了一杯咖啡之后
Just seemed like a bit much after the one coffee.
所以 我告诉Stephanie “如果你是个特喜欢发消息的人
So, I told Stephanie, “If you’re an excessive texter,
还是别给我发了”
please leave me out of it.”
当我回到家 我又收到一条消息
When I went home, I got a text that just said…
嗨 我是Stephanie Allynne 祝好梦
就说 “好梦”
That just said, “Sweet dreams,”
这让我笑了好半天
and it made me laugh so hard.
我们就开始有一搭没一搭地聊
We started this bit almost of…
“呃 堵车了”
“Ugh, traffic!”
她会给我发一些那样的消息 或者一些
She would text me something like that, or just something very…
日常琐事
Just daily minutia.
我刚刚看见一个女人遛狗
我刚刚看见一个女人遛狗
我好累
然后我们就开始一直发消息
And then we started texting all the time.
我一个人在宾馆 逗一下我
我一个人在宾馆 逗一下我
我又不是艺人 我的小心脏很脆弱
好笑 看见没 你是天生的艺人
你是我这几年来见过的最酷的人
我一个人在宾馆 逗一下我
我又不是艺人 我的小心脏很脆弱
我开始期待这些来来回♥回♥的消息
I was waiting for this stupid back and forth- –
就好像她有一个写手团队来为她写消息
It seemed like she had a team of writers writing for her.
她实在太有趣了
She was so funny.
你现在在哪儿呢
你现在在哪儿呢
井底 你呢
你现在在哪儿呢
井底 你呢
和你站一块儿呢
你现在在哪儿呢
井底 你呢
和你站一块儿呢
不知道你能不能看见我
我们每天花几小时发消息
We were texting for hours on end every day.
我变成了之前我不能理解的那种人
I was becoming the person that I didn’t understand before.
我不知道该怎么来表达
去他的…个人而言
你的幽默是我的最爱
我觉得没人比你更幽默了
事实: 在这几年
我觉得Stephanie特别风趣
I thought Stephanie was so hilarious
甚至我希望无论我在做什么事都有她陪伴
that I wanted to incorporate her in whatever I was doing.
去年我经历了很多
I went through a lot last year,
也不是完全很紧张 沉重 严肃
and yeah, not to be totally intense, heavy, serious,
但是 我明白了
but, you know, I learned that it’s important to, uh…
活在当下是很重要的
to be present and live your life.
抱歉 我的手♥机♥
Sorry. My phone.
忘了关机了
I forgot to turn my phone off.
你正在说的是你经历了这个难熬的过程
What you’re saying is you went through this intense experience.
对
Right.
然后它告诉你 你需要
And it taught you that, you know, you need to…
– 去 – 你的生命只有一次 你需要
– To just- – – You get one life and you need to…
好好爱陪伴你的人
Yeah, just, you know, love the people you’re with
去享受生活
and enjoy your life, and just to be…
抱歉
I’m sorry.
活在当下
Just to be present. Uh…
抱歉 我朋友给我发了个最有趣的猫的照片
I’m sorry. My friend sends me the funniest cat pictures.
你度过了一段悲惨的经历
You went through a… A harrowing experience…
– 我 – 你觉得
– I- – – …where you thought
可能你的生命收到了威胁
maybe your life is threatened.
– 不 我的生命本就受到了威胁 – 对
– No, my life was threatened. – Yeah.
你介意 我 我想 我
Do you mind, I, uh… I want… I…
她这个照片实在太有趣了 你介意我给她打个电♥话♥吗
She has this really funny picture. Do you mind if I call her?
可以 没关系的
Go ahead. That’s fine.
– 喂 – 嘿
– Hello? – Hey.
(呼叫Stephanie)
嘿
Hey!
你在干嘛呢
Hey, what are you doing?
没干嘛 你在干嘛呢
Uh… Nothing, just… What are you doing?
没干嘛
Nothing.
我们没有设计Conan秀里的插曲
We didn’t plan that Conan segment out at all.
我记得她当时说
I remember her going,
“我呼叫你 然后接听 表现得无聊点”
“Just, when I call you, answer, and just be really boring.”
然后我听到了观众在笑
So then I heard the audience laughing,
我当时想 “天哪 Tig是我遇到的最幽默的人”
I’m like, “Oh, my God. Tig is the funniest person I’ve ever met.”
我说不清我的感觉或她的感觉
I couldn’t tell exactly how I felt or how she felt.
我知道我真的很期待她的消息
I just knew I really looked forward to hearing from her.
她让我笑得很开心 所以
And she made me laugh so hard, so…
有个念头在我脑海中
it started to creep in my head, like,
“我是不是喜欢这个人超过朋友的那种喜欢了”
“Do I like this person more than a friend?”
我偷了那只猫
I had stolen the kitten.
我感觉Tig对我有点意思