禁忌（2012）

and to make my address known to her.
但没有收到回应
I never got any reply
我还深爱着她 但我决定不去找她
and despite my undying love, I decided not to look for her.
这是我第一次和别人分享这些事
This is the first time I have shared these facts.
我尊重她的意愿 烧毁了她最后一封信
I respected her will, and destroyed her last letter.
吉安•卢卡 我的爱人
“Gian Luca, my love,
你现在应该赶快离开
It’s urgent that you go now
离开这片受诅咒的土地
and leave behind this damned land
离开你在这的恐怖回忆
and the memory of the horror you lived here.
这里再没什么值得你牵挂了
Nothing else ties you here.
你爱的那个女人已经死了
The woman you loved lies dead,
埋葬在这冷漠的大山里
buried in these dispassionate hills.
你和群山一起见证了我的死亡
Like them, you witnessed my demise
请保持沉默
and will say nothing.”
因为如果人的回忆有限
Because if the memory of men is limited,
没人能逃离这个永恒的世界
the world is eternal and no one can escape.
如果说我们一起犯下了罪过
If we have committed crimes together,
那么你的罪过远远不及我的深重
your involvement is not comparable to mine.
你并不明智 也没有意识到
You are unwise and didn’t realise
这过去的几个月
you have spent the last months
你是和一个可怜的疯女人一起过的
with a poor madwoman
这些时光 这女人十分珍惜
who can cherish the moments
但在他人看来却是可怕的罪恶
others will see as terrifying iniquities.
我恳求你烧掉这封伤感的信
I beg you to burn this sad letter,
这是我的最后一封信 请你不必回复
the last I will ever write and to which you will not reply.
我也请求你 在我的有生之年
And I ask you never to reveal in my lifetime
不再提及我们共同承受的罪过
the monumental crimes we lived together.”
奥罗拉
Aurora.”