过往人生（2023）

《过往人生》
你觉得他们三个是什麽关係？
Who do you think they are to each other?
不好说
I don’t know.
嗯 挺难猜的
Yeah, this is a hard one.
我觉得…
I think…
那个白男和亚裔女生是一对儿
the white guy and the Asian girl are a couple,
那个亚裔男生…
and the Asian guy…
是女孩的兄弟
is her brother.
或者那两个亚裔男女是情侣
Or the Asian girl and the Asian guy are a couple,
白男是他们的美国朋友
and the white guy is their American friend.
他们根本没跟那个白人说话
They are not even talking to the white guy.
也许他俩是情侣
Maybe they are tourists,
白男是他们的导游
and the white guy is their tour guide.
现在可是凌晨四点
Drinking at 4:00 a.m.?
对 不合理
Yeah, you’re right, that makes no sense.
也许他们都是同事？
Hm. Maybe they’re all just colleagues?
不知道
I have no idea.
（24年前）
娜英
Na Young.
你哭什麽？
Why are you crying?
是因为考试得了第二名吗？
Are you crying because you got second-best marks in the exams?
你是因为我考了第一生我的气吗？
Are you mad at me because I got first place?
嗯
Yes.
喂！以前都是你第一、我第二
Hey! I’m always second place to you,
但我从来没哭过
but I never cry.
我就这一次考得比你好 你就哭了
If I beat you for the first time ever and you cry,
那你觉得我以前是什麽感觉？
how do you think that makes me feel?
真是疯子
You psycho.
别进来！
Don’t come in!
就站在那儿说吧
Talk from over there.
我们决定好了
We decided.
定了什麽？
What did you decide?
我以后叫米歇尔 诗英叫玛丽
My name will be Michelle, and Si Young’s will be Mary.
不是诗英想叫米歇尔吗？
I thought Si Young said that she wants to be Michelle.
你为什麽要抢妹妹的名字
Why would you take your sister’s name?
我没有喜欢的英文名
I don’t have an English name I like.
娜英 那你也不能用妹妹挑的名字
Na Young, you still shouldn’t take Si Young’s name.
可是其他的名字我都不喜欢
But I hate all the names.
那我们再想想嘛
Let’s think more about it.
莱奥诺拉怎麽样？
How’s Leonore?
暱称是诺拉
For short, Nora.
诺拉？
Nora. Hm?
文诺拉？
Nora Moon.
娜英啊
Na Young.
嗯？
Hm?
你在学校最喜欢的同学是谁？
Who do you like at school nowadays?
你想画什麽？
What do you want to draw?
我想让你画两个东西
Ah, I’m thinking two things.
画一棵树
I want you to draw a tree.
树？我最会画树了
Tree? That’s what I’m good at.
树没有触角啦
A tree doesn’t have feelers.
海成
Hae Sung.
为什麽？
Why?
他是个男子汉
He’s manly.
他是个男子汉？
He’s manly?
嗯 我以后可能会嫁给他
Hm. Yeah. I will probably marry him.
真的？
Really?
那他想娶你吗？
Does he want to marry you, too?
他喜欢我 我让他娶他肯定会娶
He likes me, so he will if I tell him to.
你想不想跟他约会？
Do you want to go on a date with him?
他们俩可真可爱
They look so good together.
海成经常说起娜英
Hae Sung talks about Na Young a lot.
娜英说她喜欢海成
Na Young told me that she likes him.
我们很快就要移♥民♥了
We’re immigrating soon.
所以我想尽量给她留下美好的回忆
So I wanted to make good memories for her.
你们要移♥民♥了？
You’re immigrating?
嗯
Yes.
为什麽呢？
But why are you immigrating?
娜英爸是电影导演
Na Young’s dad is a film director,
你是艺术家
and you’re an artist.
为什麽要捨弃这一切？
Why would you leave all that behind?
有捨才有得嘛
If you leave something behind, you gain something, too.
我觉得都一样
It all looks the same to me.
-黑色树皮和白色 -这是什麽？
-Black barks and white… -What is it?
这叫「蓝色」
This is called “blue”.
那这叫「黄色」
This is called “yellow”.
你要搬家了？
You’re really leaving?
嗯
Yeah.
不回来了？
You’re never coming back?
嗯
No.
为什麽要走啊？
Why are you leaving?
因为我想走
Because I want to.
为什麽想走？
Why do you want to leave?
因为韩国人赢不了诺贝尔文学奖
Because Koreans don’t win the Nobel Prize for Literature.
再见！
Bye!
保重哦 娜英！
Na Young, take care!
再见
Bye.
喂
Hey.
乾嘛？
What?
再见
Bye.
-你好 -你好
– Hello. – Hello.
我叫诺拉 你呢？
My name is Nora, what’s your name?
我叫米歇尔
My name is Michelle.
你好吗 米歇尔？
How are you, Michelle?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you?
-很好 你呢？ -很好 你呢？
I’m fine, and you? I’m fine, and you?
多伦多皮尔逊国际机场
Toronto Pearson International Airport…
多伦多皮尔逊国际机场…
Toronto Pearson International…
这是韩国的
This is from Korea.
这是我们的护照
This is our passport, and…
（12年以后）
裡面有太多能引起我的共鸣了
I mean, there is so much in it that I responded to.
最打动我的句子是：
But the one phrase that sticks with me most…
「腐朽的…
Mm-hmm. “The long journey…
漫长旅程」
“of rotting.”
我也喜欢
I liked it too.
我们很喜欢你使用的长停顿
We liked how you used the long pauses.
东允…
Woah, Dong Yun…
现在是律师了
He’s a lawyer now.
他一直是个好孩子
He was a really good kid.
我在课堂上尿裤子的时候 就是他帮我遮掩的
He helped me cover up when I peed my pants in class.
你老是尿裤子
You’d pee your pants all the time.
爱尿裤子的人在纽约？
A bedwetter lives in New York City. Hm?
可不是嘛
Yeah.
爱尿裤子的小姑娘去大杀四方了
This bedwetter is killing it.
还要查谁？
Who else should we look up? Uh…
-他叫什麽来着？ -谁？
-What’s his name? -Hmm?
我超迷恋的那个男孩
The boy I had a massive crush on?
我还跟他约过会呢
I went on a date with him.
-丁海成 -海成？
-Uh… Jung Hae Sung. -Hae Sung.
哇 妈 太疯狂了
Whoa! Mom, this is crazy.
他在老爸的脸书电影页面上 发帖找我呢
He posted on Dad’s movie’s Facebook page asking for me.
什麽？
What are you talking about?
他几个月前发的帖子
He posted a few months ago.
「我在找娜英
“I am looking for Na Young…
她是我儿时的玩伴