女魔头（2003）

Hoping that you’ll never have to know
希望你不用去了解这些事
So that you can go on thinking that people are good
你就可以一直以为人都是好的
And kind and that it should make sense, you know?
都是有礼貌，讲道理的，你知道吗？
Cause I love that about your, Sel
因为你在看着你自己
But I can’t
但是我不行
No, I don’t wanna hear that, Leen
不，我不想听这些，琳
But you need to
你得听
We can be as different as we wanna be, but you can’t kill people
我们可以非常不同 但是你不能杀人啊
I’m good with the Lord
我和上帝没有矛盾
I’m fine with him
我跟他是一致的
And I know how you were raised alright
我知道你的生活环境
And I know how people fucking think out there and fuck it’s gotta be that way
我知道人们都是那么想的
They gonna tell you that ‘thou shall not kill’ and all that
他们都是这么告诉你的 不能杀人
But that’s not the way the world works, Selby
但是这个世界不是这样的，赛奥比
Cause I’m out there, every fucking day living it
因为我在外面奔波，每天都是
Who the fuck knows, what god knows?
谁知道上帝要什么？
People kill each other everyday
人每天都在杀人
And for what?
为了什么？
For politics, for religion, and they’re heroes…
为了政♥治♥，宗教的，他们成了英雄
No.. no… there are a lot of shit I can’t do anymore
不，不，有很多事我不能再做了
But killing’s not one of them
但是杀人不是其中之一
And letting those fucking bastard going out there raping somebody else isn’t either
也不能再有那种强♥奸♥我的杂种活着
No, no, Leen there was 1 man
不，琳，那就是一个人
They can’t all has been bad
他们不可能都是坏的
You know me, you think I could do it otherwise?
你知道我的，你觉得我还有别的路好走吗？
I’m not a bad person, I’m a real good person
我不是个坏人，我是个非常好的人
So, don’t feel bad, it’s life, Sel
不要不高兴了，这就是生活，赛奥
People like me and you go down every fucking… day
象你我一样的人每天都在死掉 但是我们不能，知道吗？
It’s almost over, look at this
已经结束了，看看这个
See this? it’s everything
看到这个了吗？这就是所有的
Everything you ever wanted
你想要的一切
Just a little more, and a car we’re out of here
只要再多一点，我们就离开这里
We have a shot, Sel
我们就洗手了，赛奥
We have a shot, at a real life, not this, a real one
我们不干之后，就开始新的生活，新的
You know what to do, right?
你知道怎么办，对吧？ 别管这些了
See you later – Ok
再见，好的
So everything is working out, and we are real happy
都没事了，我们会高兴的
But I just thought that you can tell my family
但是我希望你能告诉我的家人
So you’re choosing to go this way
你就选择走这条路？
No, this isn’t a choice I’m not choosing anything
不，这不是个选择 我不是在选择什么
This is the way I am
因为我就是这样的
And I’m not gonna feel bad about it anymore
我也不会再有负罪感了
You can tell him that too
你也可以跟他那么说
I know you think you’re all romantic about that girl
我知道你觉得这个是浪漫 那种女人，堕落的女人
What? I’m saying it’s not their fault
什么，我说那不是他们的错
Blacks or whoever you wanna call them, Selby
不管你怎么看你自己，赛奥
The point is, people make bad choices
事实就是，总有人做出错误的选择
And they pay for it, you can see all these miserable straight people…
他们会付出代价，你看到的那些可怜人的生活
And we see you choosing, this life.. this gay life
我们也看到你也选择了这种生活
And even more than that, the easy life with this…
你的生活会很艰难的
No.. she has had a real hard life
不，她是真正的活得很好的人
Lots of people have bad lives, and they still choose to move towards the light…
所有的人都有困苦，但是他们都还是选择 向着光明前进
Otherwise we all be hookers and druggies…
否则我们都会成了妓♥女♥和吸毒者
I don’t wanna hear this
我不想听这个
This is not the point
这不是关键
Don’t fight the world, honey
不要和全世界作对，宝贝
There’s so much more than just love out there
还有很多值得你爱的东西
And someday all you gonna want is a roof over your head even if you do have to sleep with a man to get it
你需要改变的是你的思想，和男人呆在一起
And that’s your choice
这是你的选择
Yeah, it is my choice
对，这是我的选择
Cos we’re in love
我们相爱了
What? We you going on a hike?
你是想爬山吗？
Man, just get right here
好了，就在这里
The car was good
车里不就行了吗？
Not when there’s a fucking gun in it
不想在有枪的车里干
So, lots of people have guns
很多人都有枪
Well you gonna undress or what?
你不脱衣服吗？
No, you 1st
你先脱
So… you married right? you don’t get that fucking shit
你是结婚的了吧？ 你的生活毫无乐趣
Come out here with strange gals, do dirty things with them
你出来找陌生的女人 和她们干肮脏的事情
Why, man, so you can rape them?
怎么了，你强♥奸♥她们吗？
No, Good lord – Fucking man
哦，上帝啊 操，男人
I fucking hate them
我恨他们
Then why are you a hooker?
那你为什么当妓♥女♥？
I’m not a hooker, see, I don’t fuck, man
我不是个妓♥女♥，我不操
Used to, mostly against my will though
以前是，但是这和我的信念相背了
This old guy used to rape me when I was eight
以前有个老头强♥奸♥了我
Real good friend of my dad’s, you know
我父亲的好朋友，你知道
So I go to my dad, tell him what’s going on…
我跑去我父亲那里，告诉他一切
My dad don’t fucking believe me, so…
我父亲却不相信我
His friend keeps raping me for years
他的朋友强♥奸♥了我好几年
And that’s my dad… fucking beats me up for it
结果是我父亲为这个痛打我
Where the fuck do you think you are going?
你去哪儿？
I’m not doing it, but I feel sorry for you
我不走，但是我为你感到遗憾
If you want a ride you better come on
如果你要搭车，就跟我走吧
I don’t need a ride, man
我不用搭车
I don’t need a ride
我不用搭车
Cause I wanna take your car
因为我要拿你的车
You fucking think I’m stupid enough…
你以为我会傻到
To get back into your fucking car with you when there’s a gun?
和你一起坐进你的车，你还有枪？
Please!
不要！
Victor Borne, that was his name
维克多 波恩 是他的名字
My dad’s friend… some friend
我父亲的朋友,某个朋友
Years later I found out he died in a car accident
许多年后我发现他死于车祸
It’s like God finally strike him down for all his evil
我很高兴，我要踏平这些罪恶
No, you can’t get away from your shit forever
不，你不能总是逃避这些罪恶
Soon or later, it’s gonna catch up with you
迟早，他们会找上门来的
Motherfucker!
操！
Where’s the car?
车在哪儿？
Got all fucked up!
弄糟了！
Is that everything?
这就是全部了？
Got beer? fucking man, I think we should just go
有啤酒吗？操 我们得走
How?
怎么走？
Take the bus
坐公车
We have enough money, right?
我们有足够的钱，对吧？
We do?
是吗？
I don’t know whatever, I’ll fucking hook down there whatever
我不知道，我就算搭车也行
We can’t take all our shit on the bus
我们不能把我们的东西放在公车上
I can’t get one right now, ok, Sel
我现在弄不到车，行了吧？
What happened?
怎么了？
Fucking cop, the guy I wasn’t even gonna do it…
警♥察♥，我本来不想这么干的
Then he has a fucking gun in his car…
他车里有枪
So I popped him sure enough he’s a fucking cop
所以我把他从车里支开 我不知道他是警♥察♥
I think he was retired or something but still, man…
我以为他是个退休的什么人
I can’t take the fucking car, it was a cop car
我不能拿那辆车，那是警车
It got some fucking tracking device in there
车上有追踪系统什么的
Shit!
操！
Fucker, tried to fucking trick me, while he’s got a fucking gun in there
他们会找到我的 他还有枪
Keep it down
小点声！
Well you just have to go and get us another one
你得去另外找一辆
No… no… not changing your mind on me
不，不，不要改变主意
Please
赛奥比，请不要这样
Leen… this isn’t my plan this is your deal, ok
琳，这不是我的计划，是你的
Your plan, the house and the beach
你的计划，别♥墅♥啊，海滩啊
Self-employed, just like you said, your plan
自给自足啊，就像你说的，你的计划
So you just have to go and get us another car…
你得去另外找一辆车
We are leaving now
我们得走了
Get up!
起来
Alright… you just give me a sec
好吧，给我一分钟时间
I’m gonna try to get out of here before the end of the week
我想在周末之前离开