科特·柯本：烦恼的蒙太奇（2015）

please welcome Nirvana!
让我们欢迎涅槃
Nirvana are real.
涅槃很真实
There’s nothing pretentious about them or anything like that.
他们不矫揉造作 也不弄虚作假
They’re world famous, you know?
他们红遍全球
Maybe I’ll watch this in the bar.
也许我去酒吧看演出吧
Kurt Cobain, he’s so beautiful.
科特•柯本真的太美了
采访
亲笔签名
涅槃讨厌这些
Interviews are worthless.
采访毫无意义
Let’s go.
我们走
What do you think about interviews?
你对这些采访有什么想法
– It’s a pretty good magazine. – What do I think?
-这是本挺好的杂♥志♥ -我有什么看法
Did you hear my reaction when he asked me if I wanted to do one?
你知道他问我愿不愿意接受采访时我的反应吗
– Yeah. – I said, fuck no.
-你说 -我说 当然不愿意
科本被错误地打上「反叛一代的代言人」的标签 但他本人对此毫无兴趣 他的歌♥词中闪耀的是质朴的天真 与愤怒无关
Hey, I’m a hardcore Nirvana fan myself.
主持人你好我是涅槃铁粉
– Yeah? – Is this a disease that you’ve had long?
-真的吗 -你什么时候染上这种病的啊
– Any cure for it? – He’s talking from his experiences.
-还有的救吗 -他唱的全都是自己的经历
He’s talking from his experience?
什么自己的经历
Well, he’s got lousy experience, sir.
那都是多么恶劣的经历啊 老兄
Well, it’s not his goal to make millions of dollars
他写那些歌♥又不是为了赚大钱
when he made the stuff. He’s writing about his life.
他讲的是自己的生活
Well, his life needs to see a therapist or a minister,
如果是他自己的生活 那他得去看心理医生或者找牧师忏悔了
and it doesn’t need to be on millions of CDs
大可不必将他那可悲的人生录成几百万张CD
for kids to listen to and identify with
给孩子们听给他们找认同感
and have more of their despair and their hopelessness emphasized
让他们无病呻♥吟♥
by the tragedy of this man’s life.
把绝望挂在嘴边
我觉得自己每分每秒都在被人评判 玩乐队好辛苦
欢呼喝彩一点也不值得
除非你依然爱演奏
天哪我多么热爱现场表演
但可能我闭上嘴会过得更好
冷风吹得我嘴唇干裂
我若开口流下瀑布一般的罪恶的口水
张开嘴 向反叛的一代提问
你是同性恋？
双性恋？
小心眼？
乡巴佬？
自恋狂？
AV演员？
脱衣舞者？
你对爸妈是不是常发脾气
懦夫 自负 暴脾气 罪恶 罪恶 亲笔签名 名声 闪光灯 闪光灯 闪光 罪恶 罪恶
I guess each individual’s going to deal with it
我想可能每个人都有
the way they’re going to deal with it.
自己处理问题的方式
I get… You know, it was kind of traumatic to be famous all of a sudden,
一夜成名其实会造成创伤
especially coming from this complete obscurity
尤其是从完全籍籍无名
and just being the number one band in the world.
到突然变成世界第一的乐队
So I did things like withdraw or drink.
所以我急流勇退了 还喝酒
You know, I’m lucky.
其实我还算幸运
I had beer and wine, you know?
选择了酒精
Kurt had heroin.
而科特的选择是海♥洛♥因♥
Given how volatile and complicated things were for Kurt around that time,
当时科特的处境已经极为复杂、波动很大
why do you think he chose that moment to, um,
你觉得他为什么还选择在那时
start his relationship with Courtney?
和科特尼在一起
I went… I had this relationship with this person, this woman.
我曾和一个女人有恋爱关系
And I just kind of wanted to build this home for myself,
我就是很想给自己组个家
because my home growing up had fallen apart.
因为生我养我的那个家已经物是人非了
So I wanted to build a home.
所以我想组建一个新的家庭
And I think that Kurt wanted to do that, too.
我想科特当时也想这么做
He wanted to build a home,
他想有个新的家
because his home and his family fell apart.
因为他的家和家人支离破碎了
So when Courtney came into his life,
而科特尼这时闯入他的生活
they had… She was interesting,
她很有趣
she was artistic, intellectual,
她有艺术天赋 她懂很多
and, you know, she did drugs, too,
而且她也嗑药
but that was all part of the package of building a home.
但这都是组建一个新家庭的一部分
Check, check, check, check, check, check, check.
试音试音试音试音试音
-Let’s watch their sound check, shall we? -Sure
-我们去看试音吧 -好
Maybe that will bug them and they’ll play really bad.
他们受我们干扰 然后弹得很烂
I don’t have the answer.
我不知道
So you’re having a relationship
所以你在谈恋爱咯
with the guitar player?
和那个吉他手
No?
没有吗
I don’t know what it was.
我不知道我们算什么
Honestly.
说真的
It’s over?
你们分手了吗
I think, yeah.
我觉得是吧
What happened?
怎么了
I don’t care.
我不在乎
Dude, we’re making a movie.
老兄 我们在拍电影
Wow, did you curl your hair?
你把头发烫卷了吗
– You don’t like it? – It’s nicer when it’s straight
-你不喜欢吗 -还是直发好看
because it doesn’t make your face look so round.
显得你的脸不那么圆
Oh, my God!
啊我的天啊
Hello.
喂
How is it onstage? Is it… Is it clear onstage?
舞台上效果如何 清晰吗
科特尼打来过 她的电♥话♥是
致科特•柯本
我想要手里拿一大捧糖果 在你上面 你闻起来像华夫饼和牛奶
金说我们是西恩•潘和麦当娜之后最性感的摇滚情侣 满脸青春痘的大明星
你眼睛瞪得大大的 看我把冰激凌滴到裙子上 说做我最好的女朋友
我爱和想念 你的身体和你
♪ 背景音乐 “Here She Comes Now” – Nirvana ♪
He was super cute,
他超级性感
but he carried himself like someone who didn’t know that.
但他好像完全不知道自己有这么大魅力
And that was part of the charm.
这也是他魅力的一部分
科本的妻子
He didn’t know that he was a better-looking guy than Brad Pitt.
他完全不知道他比布拉德•皮特还要帅
We got on like a house on fuckin’ fire.
我们一开始激♥情♥四射
One caveat… I had already done heroin,
讲清楚 我之前已经用过海♥洛♥因♥了
beat the thing,
我打败了毒瘾
had a rule, I loved it still,
发誓再也不吸 但复吸我还是挺享受的
but I didn’t have a fantasy that he had.
但我不像他有幻想
He had a fantasy. His fantasy was
他常常幻想
I’m going to get to $3 million, and then I am ganna be a junkie.
等赚够了三百万 我就做个瘾君子
That was his… Those are his words.
他就是这么说的
♪ 背景音乐 ”come as you are” – Nirvana ♪
♪ Come as you are ♪
♪ As you were ♪
♪ As I want you to be… ♪
♪ As a friend ♪
♪ As a friend ♪
♪ As a known enemy ♪
♪ Take your time hurry up ♪
♪ The choice is yours don’t be late… ♪
– There he is. – He’s against the wall.
-他来了 -靠墙那边
Oh, my God!
天哪
He’s totally trapped back there.
他完全困在那了
Is it fun to be famous?
当明星有趣吗
People who are really famous end up total reclusives,
人成名后就深居简出
and then they don’t do anything.
然后就没什么作品了
That sucks.
这太逊了
♪ And I swear that I don’t have a gun ♪
♪ No, I don’t have a gun ♪
《Kerrang!》杂♥志♥ 英国Bauer Consumer Media公♥司♥出的摇滚音乐周刊
涅槃乐队 天晓得他们现在混得多惨
涅槃乐队 这是极乐吗?
极乐?
敲开天堂的大门 涅槃乐队
和杂♥志♥合作还是觉得很操蛋
♪ Memoria ♪
♪ And I swear that I don’t have a gun ♪
♪ No, I don’t have a gun ♪
♪ No, I don’t have a gun ♪
♪ No, I don’t have a gun ♪
Nirvana!
涅槃
The money, the attention, the hype, the hysteria…
金钱 关注度 热潮 狂热…
Kurt Cobain, an overnight spokesman for many disaffected young people…
科特·柯本一夜之间成为愤青们的代言人…
…is spokesman for a generation.
一个时代的代言人
For his generation, he’s the closest to having a John Lennon.
对于他的世代而言 他几乎就是约翰•列侬般的存在
It’s not my fault.
又不是我的错
I never wanted the fame.
我从来没想要出名
You suck!
弱爆了
Seattle’s own Nirvana finds itself
西雅图的涅槃乐队凭借唱片《Never Mind》
Sassy 美国杂♥志♥
at the very top of “Billboard’s” pop albums chart with its album “Nevermind,”
在公告牌流行乐榜单登顶
while guitarist Kurt Cobain
其吉他手科特•柯本
just got engaged to Courtney Love, front woman of an L.A. band called Hole.
刚刚和来自洛杉矶空洞乐队的主唱科特尼•洛芙订婚
According to “Rolling Stone,” Cobain fell ill with a stomach problem
据《滚石》报道
during their tour of four continents
柯本在四大洲巡回演出时倍受胃病折磨
and had to cancel a number of dates in England.
不得不取消了英格兰的好些日程
There’s been speculation of summer tour plans,
原本预测他们有夏日巡回演出计划
but so far, only the next Reading Festival in August.
目前确定的却只有接下来八月份的雷丁音乐节了