科特·柯本：烦恼的蒙太奇（2015）

It’s called “Finger-ease”
叫「Finger Ease」
that your… Yeah, it’s like a roll-on.
滚搽式的
I just need it on one string.
我需要擦在一根琴弦上
God, I’m being picky today.
天哪我今天真挑剔
Baby.
亲爱的
Will you guys, like… Will you and Janet
你们能不能… 你和珍妮特
and everybody that I know sit in the front
还有我认识的人 能不能都坐到前排来
so I can look at you?
这样我就能看到你们
‘Cause I hate strangers.
我讨厌陌生人
One, two, three.
一二三
Thank you.
谢谢
Any requests?
想听什么歌♥
– “Teen Spirit”! – “Sliver”!
“Drain You”!
– “Been A Son”! – “Serve the Servants”!
Remember the little black bird on “Davey and Goliath”?
记得《戴维和歌♥利亚》里面的小黑鸟吗
上世纪60年代定格动画片
– The little what? – Black bird on “Davey and Goliath,”
-小什么 -《戴维和歌♥利亚》里面的小黑鸟
sing, “Kumbaya”?
会唱康巴亚
No, don’t remember the little bird.
不 我不记得小鸟了
Remember that really evil episode
还记得非常邪恶的那一集吗
where he was really mad at this kid,
他对那个小孩非常恼火
and he had all these visions of how he’s going to…
他设想了各种计划
First I’m going to take him up to a hill
首先我要带他到山上去
and tie him to a tree and tar and feather him!
把他绑到树上 然后浑身涂上沥青 并粘上羽毛
It was evil. That wasn’t Christian at all.
太邪恶了 根本不是基♥督♥徒的行为
♪背景音乐“All Apologies” – Nirvana ♪
♪ What else should I be♪
♪ All apologies ♪
♪ What else should I say ♪
♪ Everyone is gay ♪
♪ What else should I write ♪
♪ I don’t have the right ♪
♪ What else should I be? ♪
♪ All apologies ♪
♪ In the sun ♪
♪ In the sun I feel as one ♪
♪ In the sun ♪
♪ Married ♪
♪ Buried ♪
♪ Married ♪
♪ Buried ♪
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
♪ All in all is all we are… ♪
– What do you want? – I don’t know.
-你想要什么 -我不知道
Do you want to go play someplace?
你想出去玩吗
– Yeah. – What do you want to do?
-对 -你想做什么
I’m going to play tape recorders.
我想玩录音机
Frances? Christmas Day, 1993, Frances Bean Cobain.
弗朗西丝 今天是1993年的圣诞节 弗朗西斯·比恩·柯本
Mmm, I’m thirsty.
我口渴了
Ooh, this is nice.
感觉真棒
Johnny Rotten, Larry Cohen, Led Zeppelin, and the Beatles,
约翰尼•罗顿拉里•科恩 齐柏林飞船乐队 披头士乐队
that’s you.
这是你的级别
Did you say Bob Dylan?
你说鲍勃·迪伦了吗
You don’t tell stories the way he does, but, I mean…
你叙述故事的方式和他不同 不过…
You mean like this?
你是指像这样吗
模仿鲍勃·迪伦
Seen it, done it.
见过 做过
I feel kind of happy right now.
我现在感觉蛮开心的
Yeah, I do, too.
我也是
We’re all sensitive to ridicule and shame,
我们都对嘲笑和羞耻很敏感
but it seemed to me, having gone through his materials,
但在看过他的材料之后
that he was hypersensitive…
我觉得他超级敏感
Felt criticism, felt praise,
无论是对批评赞扬
felt things a little more intensely.
还是其他事情 他的感受都会更强烈
Probably.
也许吧
You know, he was so sensitive
他敏感到
that the one time that I thought about cheating on him,
有一次我想出轨来着
he fuckin’ must have been psychic or something
他特么肯定有心灵感应什么的
I thought about it.
我想过出轨
I didn’t do it, but I thought about it.
我没那么做 但我想过
You never cheated on Kurt?
你从没背叛过科特吗
No, but I almost did one time, and he knew it,
没有 但我有一次差点就要出轨了 还被他知道了
and I don’t know how he knew it.
我不明白他当时怎么会知道的
I have no idea how he knew it.
我一点也不明白他怎么知道的
I mean, I didn’t… Because the plan didn’t ever go anywhere.
因为计划并没有实施
So, it was just… Nothing happened,
结果什么都没有发生
but I was tired and I…
但我的确累了 而且我
I’m not… I wasn’t as monogamous as he is…
我不像他那么感情专一
I’m a big flirt, so I flirt with chairs.
我爱调情 我跟椅子都能调情
But I never, never cheated on him,
但我从没出轨过
but I certainly thought about it one time in London.
但有一次在伦敦时 我的确想过
And I could have done it.
我本可以出轨
And the response to it was…
而他的反应
he took 67 Rohypnols and ended up in a coma
是吞了67颗罗眠乐 最终昏迷
because I thought about cheating on him.
就因为我有要出轨的念头
I mean, fuck. You’re kidding.
真♥他♥妈♥活见鬼 你开玩笑吧
I didn’t even make the phone call to do it.
我连约炮电♥话♥都没打
So why do you think he chose that night
所以你认为 他为什么要选在那晚
to try to take his life?
试图轻生
Was it because he felt rejected?
是因为他觉得被抛弃了吗
I think he would see it more as, like, severe betrayal
我想他感到的是被狠狠背叛
than rejection. You know what I mean?
而不是被抛弃 你懂我的意思吗
涅槃不再
科特·柯本与死神擦肩而过
♪背景音乐“Where Did You Sleep Last Night” – Nirvana ♪
♪ My girl, my girl ♪
♪ Don’t lie to me ♪
♪ Tell me where did you sleep last night♪
洛芙第二天清晨5：30醒来时
昏迷中的柯本躺在床边的地上
医院给柯本洗胃
当天下午他恢复了意识
♪ In the pines, in the pines ♪
♪ Where the sun don’t ever shine ♪
♪ I would shiver the whole night through ♪
涅槃乐队的明星
科特·柯本
从昏迷中醒来
♪ My girl, my girl, where will you go? ♪
♪ I’m going where the cold wind blows ♪
♪ In the pines, in the pines ♪
本人科特·唐纳德·柯本 心智健全
在此声明我的遗嘱
♪ Where the sun don’t ever shine ♪
♪ I would shiver the whole night through ♪
没有什么能拯救我
毫无疑问
♪Her husband was a hardworking man ♪
你就是个大笑话
自杀吧
♪ Just about a mile from here ♪
这是最好的一天
因为再没有明天
♪ His head was found in a driving wheel ♪
自杀吧
自杀吧
♪But his body never was found ♪
我恨自己
我想死
别管我
爱你的柯特
♪ My girl, my girl ♪
♪ Don’t lie to me ♪
♪ Tell me where did you sleep last night?♪
♪ In the pines, in the pines ♪
♪ Where the sun don’t ever shine ♪
♪ I would shiver the whole night through♪
♪ My girl, my girl ♪
♪ Where will you go? ♪
♪ I’m going where the cold wind blows ♪
♪ In the pines, the pines ♪
♪ The sun, shine ♪
♪ I’d shiver ♪
♪ The whole ♪
♪ Night through. ♪
Thank you.
谢谢
从罗马回来一个月后
科特·柯本结束了自己的生命
终年27岁
♪背景音乐“Ain’t It A Shame” – Nirvana ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to go fishing on a Sunday? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to go fishing on a Sunday? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to go fishing on a Sunday ♪
♪ When you got Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ♪
♪ Or Thursday, Friday, Saturday♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to have a drink on a Sunday?♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to have a drink on a Sunday? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame to have a drink on a Sunday ♪
♪ When you got Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ♪
♪ Or Thursday, Friday, Saturday♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Ain’t it a shame? ♪
♪ Shame, shame, shame? ♪
♪背景音乐“Smells Like Teen Spirit” – Nirvana ♪
♪ Load up on guns, bring your friends ♪
♪ It’s fun to lose into pretend ♪
♪ She’s overboard and self-assured ♪
♪ Oh, no, a dirty word ♪
♪ Hello, hello, hello, hello ♪
♪ With the lights out, it’s less dangerous ♪
♪ Here we are now, entertain us ♪
♪ Acting stupid and contagious ♪
♪ Here we are now, entertain us ♪
♪ A mulatto, an albino ♪
♪ A mosquito, my libido ♪
♪ With the lights out, it’s less dangerous ♪
♪ Here we are now, entertain us ♪
♪ Acting stupid and contagious ♪
♪ Here we are now, entertain us ♪
♪ A mulatto, an albino♪
♪ A mosquito, my libido ♪
♪ A denial ♪