科比的缪斯（2015）

要认识到
you know, it’s, uh…
流产其实很常见
you know, realize how common miscarriages are
流产的发生
and, like, these things happen,
其实
and, like,
呃…
um…
是怀孕的一个阶段
it’s part of the process,
但实际上 这件事就是由我导致的
but the reality is it happened because of me.
那才是真正的原因
That’s the reality of it.
并且
And, uh,
那是我必须面对的
that’s something I have to deal with.
是我必须永远承受的
That’s something I gotta carry forever.
凌晨两三点的时候
At two o’clock, three o’clock in the morning,
我会开车
I would drive.
从家去公园
I’d leave the house and I’d go to the park.
然后就在球场坐着
And I’d just sit in the court.
就那么坐着
I’d just sit there.
我坐在篮球上
I was sitting on the basketball,
眺望远方
and I was just looking out.
看天上的星星
I was looking up at the stars,
看篮筐
I was looking at the basket
到处看
and just kind of looking around.
然后
And, um,
我看见我自己
and then I saw myself.
我看见那个
I saw myself,
8岁的自己坐在我面前
eight-year-old self sitting in front of me
坐在球上
on a ball.
然后我想
And then I thought,
我该对我自己说些什么呢？
“What would I say to me?”
如果知道现在
Knowing now
所有这些经历
all the pain
我的家人要经历
that I would go through…
所有这些痛苦
that my family would go through,
我不确定我是否还会
I don’t know if I’d
继续打篮球
keep playing the game.
尽管他天生很会竞争
Even despite his great competitive nature,
好胜心强 有职业道德
his will to win, his work ethic,
但是三十六七岁的他 也难再拥有
you can’t expect him to be the same
二十六七岁时
dominant force at 36 and 37
的影响力
as he was at 26 and 27.
正如马克总和我说的那样
As Mark Jackson always said to me,
时间老人是不可战胜的
“Father Time is undefeated.”
这是真理
And it’s the truth.
黑帽子
2003 我从到达
In 2003, I went from a person that
职业巅峰
was at the top of his game,
拥有一切
had everything coming
到第二年的
to, a year later,
对未来生活
having absolutely no idea
感到迷茫
where life is going,
或者说你是否还能过上
or if you’re going to be able to even
曾经以为能过上的生活
be a part of life as we all know it.
观众的每一句骂声我都听见了
I hear everything that the crowd is saying,
然后我听见 呃…
and I hear, um,
我都听见了
I hear it.
球场原本是我
So, it’s like this place where
的港湾
it was my refuge
现在却被
is now being bombarded with
观众的喧嚣所轰炸
all kinds of things that they would say.
我必须要将自己从中抽离
And I had to separate myself
因为经历了那段时间
because going through that time
我感到有许多东西
I felt like there’s so many things
一瞬间用来 让我万分困惑
coming at once and just becoming very, very confusing.
我得让它们变得有序
I had to organize things.
所以我创造了 “黑曼巴”
So, I created the “Black Mamba.”
科比…压哨进了！
Kobe… got it at the buzzer!
曼巴 这条致命毒蛇
Mamba, as he’s known as, the killer black snake,
此刻露出杀手般的眼神
has the killer look in his eyes right now.
所以 科比处理这些事情
So, Kobe has to deal with these issues,
所有私人事务
all the personal challenges.
而黑曼巴
The Black Mamba
负责球场上的事情
steps on the court and does what he does.
科比 三分 压哨！
Kobe, three, at the buzzer !
黑曼巴
The Mamba.
看看他喷射的毒液吧
See the venom that he’s spewing.
不管是谁
I mean, it was…
我都照虐
fuck everyone.
只要踏上球场 我要让所有人知道我的厉害
I’m destroying everybody that stepped on the court.
科比持球 帕特森防他
Kobe with it, guarded by Patterson,
仍在三分线外
staying outside the arc, dribbling.
帕特森站定阻挡
Patterson keeps his feet.
科比！ 哦！
Kobe…oh!
他做到了！
He made it!
他投进了！
He threw it in!
他点燃了在场的每一位！
He’s torching whomever…
常规赛还剩一秒
One second remaining in the regular season.
科比投球
Out to Kobe…
哇！这太神奇了！
Oh! What a way to play!
不是在逗我吧？！
Are you kiddin’ me?!
湖人获得太平洋赛区冠军
And the Lakers have won the Pacific Division title.
这些懊恼沮丧在我心里压抑已久
I had all this pent up
必须释放出来
frustration that I just needed to let out.
就像雪山崩塌一样
It was an avalanche, man.
你知道 没什么能
And, you know, there was nothing
阻挡我
that was going to get in the way.
什么也无法阻挡我
There was nothing that was gonna stop me.
科比！
Kobe Bryant!
这是我在和自己斗气
It’s the battle that’s going on within me
我带着怒气上场
that I’m carrying with me to these games competitions,
这不是针对你
so it’s not about you.
与任何人无关
It’s not about anybody else.
不是你逼我爆发
You’re not making me go.
是我在逼自己 你只不过是恰好
I’m driving this thing, man, and you just so happen
碰上我爆发
to be a person that’s in the way that’s, you know,
而且有可能被我摧毁的人罢了
that may get demolished in the process.
科比已经得了57分！
Kobe’s got 57.
67分！
Sixty-seven points!
好球
Yes!
70分了
That makes seventy.
他一场比赛得了81分！
And an 81-point game!
女士们先生们 你们见证了
Ladies and Gentlemen, you have witnessed
NBA历史上
the second-greatest scoring performance
第二高的个人单场得分纪录
in NBA history.
有些人说
Some people sit there and say,
你们一直在说科比
“Y’all keep talking about Kobe
是今天这场比赛中最厉害的球员
“being the greatest player in the game today.
你们不知道科比想做的
“Y’all don’t realize that Kobe trying to be
是历史上最伟大的那个
arguably the greatest ever.”
你觉得呢？
Your response?
我得再多拿几个戒指
I gotta get a couple more rings.
是吗
Are you going to?
是的
You know what?
我会一直努力直到我做到为止
I won’t rest until we do.
我要证明我自己
I wanted to prove to myself
即使是在不同的角色下
that I could win under, you know,
我也一样能赢
a different role, so to speak.
看看组建出来的这些超级强队
Looking at these incredible teams that have been assembled,
永远都有默契二人组
and there’s always a dynamic duo.
要是这俩人分道扬镳了
And when that duo went separate ways,
剩下的一个单靠自己怎么也赢不了
one was never able to win without the other.
我觉得这对我来说非常重要
And I just felt like it was really important
对来自他人的挑战而言 这也很重要