我是杜兰

因为人们花了大价钱来看伟大的重赛
because people paid good money to see a great rematch
结果却是杜兰让大家败兴而归
and what happened was Duran basically ripped everybody off.
我从未见过这个年轻人表现出如此行为
I’ve never seen this young man behave in this manner.
我和他合作了九年
I’ve been with him nine years.
他打过很多艰难的比赛
He’s been through tough fights
对此我感到很震惊
and l was absolutely astounded.
我也希望能告诉你
I wish I could give you an honest answer,
到底是怎么回事 霍华德
Howard, of what really happened.
这是我的理解 也不一定对
This is my interpretation, I’m not sure if I’m right
对于选择弃赛
but he was disappointed, deeply disappointed
他对自己感到万分失望
that he would pull out like that,
也许还会感到痛心
and probably heartbroken in some ways
因为没有拳手会这样做
because you just don’t do that.
那不过是
It was just one of those…
展露人性
too human moments…
软弱的一刻
of weakness.
“忠于自我”
“But to thine own self one must be true”,
如莎翁所言
as Shakespeare would say.
镜中之人知道他之所以自食其果
The man in the mirror knows that he did that to himself
是因为他的大男子气概
because of that machismo, macho attitude
和过去的光环
and life that he had lived, you know what I mean?
费莉西达·杜兰
罗伯特的妻子
那之后 我们回到了巴拿马
家乡的人不习惯看到罗伯特失败
他们朝我们家扔石头
朝他大吼 “你这个叛徒” 之类的
很多人无视我
拒我千里 待我刻薄
因为人们的恶意中伤 我哪儿都不想去
我都不愿意出家门
你要怎么面对你的同胞 粉丝
How do you go back to your people, your fans,
你曾经是他们生活的一部分
who have constructed a part of their lives around you
他们崇拜你 敬仰你
who worship you and look up to you?
当你成为冠军后 会有五十个随行人员
You become a champion, you have an entourage of 50 people
为你拖箱子 拿行李
carrying your suitcase, your backpack,
给你端茶倒水 擦汗照顾
giving you water, cleaning your sweat.
而当失去冠军头衔
You lose your championship,
你没有收入 身边又没有人了
you lose your money, you have nobody again.
我足不出户 郁郁寡欢
这是我唯一一次感到孤独
晚上好
Good evening.
中美洲最著名的军事政♥治♥领袖之一
One of Central America’s best known military and political leaders,
奥马尔·托里霍斯将军
General Omar Torrijos,
在距离巴拿马城外
has died in a plane crash in the jungle,
147千米外的一处丛林中坠机身亡
91 miles outside of Panama City.
享年五十二岁
He was 52.
巴拿马国民警卫队
The Panamanian National Guard
在摩托护卫队和骑兵队护送下
gave their General a military farewell
举♥行♥了隆重的军事告别仪式
complete with a motorcycle escort and cavalry.
托里霍斯的灵柩盖着巴拿马国旗
Torrijos’ coffin draped with the Panamanian flag
由国民警卫队队员扛在肩上
was carried up the steps to the cathedral
拾阶而上进入大教堂
on the shoulders of the members of his national guard.
他生前是他们的总司令
He was their commander and chief.
托里霍斯是体制的受害者
Torrijos is a victim of the system.
他曾致力于替人♥民♥发声
That he was such an advocate for the people,
但是紧接着
and next thing you know,
他就坠机身亡了
his plane is crashing into a mountain.
一场意外 但在我看来是一场有预谋的意外
An accident, but in my opinion by design,
世界从此失去了一位杰出的政♥治♥家
and the world lost a great statesman,
崇高的学者 和伟大的战士
a great scholar, a great fighter.
托里霍斯成为了抗♥议♥的化身
Torrijos became a symbol of protest,
吉列尔莫·科切斯
巴拿马城前市长
不同军事体制的象征
a symbol of a different military,
受到下层阶级 工人阶级
and also identified with the lower class
以及杜兰这一类人的拥护
with the workers, with people like Duran.
我遇到托里霍斯时 他是个陆军中尉
那时我大约十三岁 已经是拳击手了
托里霍斯给了我五美元
让我带他儿子去埃尔马拉农体育馆练习拳击
我当时身上只有一美元或是五十美分 我告诉托里霍斯
“先生 这是你的找零”
托里霍斯对我说 “杜兰
我喜欢你的诚实 这份工作就交给你了
从今往后 你每天来接我儿子”
我就是这样认识托里霍斯的
托里霍斯死后 巴拿马今不如昔
Panama never was the same again after Torrijos.
当然 他的去世成就了诺列加的崛起
Of course, his death leads to the rise of Noriega.
巴拿马政♥治♥家 军人 独♥裁♥者 前政♥府♥首脑 国防军司令
约翰·丁格斯
政♥治♥作家
他是一个普通人
鲁本·帕雷德斯
前巴拿马军事领袖
我认为国♥家♥安♥全♥首长的身份
一定对诺列加影响深远
也把他变成了魔鬼
诺列加与中情局以及美军
Noriega had a relationship with the CIA, and the US military
关系十分亲密
that was very very close,
联♥系♥非常密切 同时也有利益往来
very intimate and very profitable.
他被中情局和五角大楼收买♥♥
He goes on the CIA payroll and the Pentagon payroll,
一边和美国合作
cooperating with the US on the one hand,
一边又违反美国法律
and violating US law on the other hand.
罗伯特·迪亚兹·埃雷拉
巴拿马前军事副参谋长
诺列加做了许多坏事
谋杀 酷刑
诺列加一掌权
哥伦比亚贩毒集团就开始入驻巴拿马
他开始与麦德林贩毒集团的
He begins a relationship with the Medillin Cartel,
巴勃罗·埃斯科瓦尔建立联♥系♥
Pablo Escobar
那正是贩毒活动从哥伦比亚
at a time when drug trafficking
快速向外扩张时期
is starting to explode coming out of Colombia.
巴拿马成为了洗钱胜地之一
Panama becomes one of the most important havens
让通过走私可♥卡♥因♥ 大♥麻♥
for laundering millions and millions of dollars
获得的数百万赃款
being produced by trafficking cocaine, marijuana,
得以进出美国
in and out of the United States.
交易都在巴拿马进行
Panama was where business was being done,
而诺列加则在自己国家协助毒品交易
and Noriega was facilitating drug operations in his country.
诺列加靠着枪杆子掌控政♥权♥
Noriega has taken control literally at the point of a gun.
曼努埃尔·安东尼奥·诺列加
1983到1989年 巴拿马军事领袖
任何负责任的人都不会认为
巴拿马人♥民♥需要他
to think that the people of Panama want him,
他们并不需要他
while they don’t.
有一条定律 一个心理学原理
环境能够造就一个人
环境能塑造一个人
比如你从小在修道院或者教堂长大
你就会遵循宗教习俗
有人说 “我看不到两者有何共性”
“诺列加和杜兰完全是两种人”
我们只有一个共同点
我们的妻子都叫费莉西达
我家有个台球桌
他以前来打过桌球
他打的次数比我多
我试图作弊 但他还是能赢
我甚至还说 如果你赢了我就逮捕你
你要是赢了我就把你关进大牢
但他还是每次都赢
你看 我说得没错吧
See? I tell you.
想要东山再起并不容易
It’s not easy to come back,
特别是在被嘲弄后
after being ridiculed.
或者是被贬损后
After being looked down upon.
杜兰为何弃赛
这场大战如何裁决
这可能有两种后果
It’s gonna do one of two things to you.
要么让你变得更强大
It’s gonna make you a better fighter,
要么毁了你
or it’s gonna destroy you.
我妻子对我说
“杜兰 你得要重出江湖”
“我愿意和伦纳德对战 但我知道这不可能了”
她说 “不 你要从头来过”
“罗伯特 生活中我们有时会跌倒 但我们总会站起来”
要记得 还有你的妻子孩子陪伴着你
我们将永远是你的精神支柱
我每天都会在家里跑步
以前还会哭
边跑边哭
你第一次发现自己是一名优秀的拳击手
The first time you find out how good a fighter you are
以及你在拳击界的重要地位
and how big a man you are in boxing
又必须从地板上挣扎着站起来
when you’ve gotta drag your backside up off the floor
走出逆境时
and come back from adversity
这也是罗伯特在弃权赛之后
which is what Roberto found himself
不得不经历的事
having to do after the No Mas fight.
这是一座叫科伊瓦岛的小岛
This is the island of Coiba
一个环境艰险的流放地 也是一座恶魔之岛
a tough penal colony and a sort of Devil’s Island
巴拿马最凶恶的罪犯都被送往此地
where Panama’s most menacing criminals are sent.
这里也是有史以来
It’s also become home
最离奇的训练营地之一
to one of the most bizarre training camps of all time.
罗伯特·杜兰六周来都在这里训练
Roberto Duran has spent the last six weeks working here
大汗淋漓地锻炼自己
sweating himself into shape, surrounding himself
身边都是比他更加强壮凶悍的人
with men much harder, meaner and tougher than him.