从未如此快乐：写给洛杉矶的情书（2021）

♪ To tell me what to do ♪
你看我的采访吗
♪ Do you read my interviews? ♪
或你会避开我家的街道吗
♪ Or do you skip my avenue? ♪
当你说路过的时候
♪ When you said you were passing through ♪
有想过来看看我吗
♪ Was I even on your way? ♪
我知道 当我希望你
♪ I knew when I asked you to ♪
冷静面对事实时
♪ Be cool about what I was telling you ♪
其实你做不到 你心口不一
♪ You’d do the opposite Of what you said you’d do ♪
我最后也会更担心
♪ And I’d end up more afraid ♪
别说这不公平
♪ Don’t say it isn’t fair ♪
你显然不明了
♪ You clearly weren’t aware ♪
你让我受尽煎熬
♪ That you made me miserable ♪
你若真的想知道
♪ So if you really wanna know ♪
离开你之后 离开你之后
♪ When I’m away from you ♪ ♪ When I’m away from you ♪
我从未如此快乐 从未如此快乐
♪ I’m happier than ever ♪ ♪ Happier than ever ♪
真希望我能自圆其说
♪ Wish I could explain it better ♪
如果这是一场梦该有多好
♪ I wish it wasn’t true ♪
你又打给我 在奔驰里烂醉
♪ You call me again Drunk in your Benz ♪
酒驾把家回
♪ Driving home under the influence ♪
你把我吓个半死 而我口舌都白费
♪ You scared me to death But I’m wasting my breath ♪
因为你只听
♪ ‘Cause you only listen to your ♪
狐朋狗友对你掏心肺 我不理解你
♪ Friends ♪ ♪ And I don’t relate to you ♪
我不理解你 没错
♪ I don’t relate to you, no ♪
因为我才不想自取其辱
♪ ‘Cause I’d never treat me this shitty ♪
你让我讨厌这座城市
♪ You made me hate this city ♪
我不会在网上说你坏话
♪ And I don’t talk shit about you On the Internet ♪
也从没找人倾诉过你的不好
♪ Never told anyone anything bad ♪
因为我会无地自容 你曾是我的全部
♪ ‘Cause that shit’s embarrassing You were my everything ♪
你的所作所为 让我伤心欲绝
♪ And all that you did was make me sad ♪
时光宝贵 我不可浪费
♪ So don’t waste the time I don’t have ♪
别想让我神伤
♪ And don’t try to make me feel bad ♪
我可以在歌♥里表扬你每次都准时出现
♪ I could talk about every time That you showed up on time ♪
但总是会空出一行 因为你永远做不到
♪ But I’d have an empty line ‘Cause you never did ♪
你从不在意我的妈妈和朋友
♪ Never paid any mind To my mother or friends ♪
所以我为你把他们统统拒之门外 因为我那时还是孩子
♪ So I shut ’em all out for you ‘Cause I was a kid ♪
你毁了所有的美好
♪ You ruined everything good ♪
还扬言自己被误解
♪ Always said you were misunderstood ♪
把我的辉煌据为己有
♪ Made all my moments your own ♪
别再来烦我
♪ Just leave me alone ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪ Oh, oh ♪
耶
♪ Yeah ♪
耶
♪ Yeah! Yeah! ♪
这是今晚的最后一首歌♥
So here we are at our last song of the whole night.
这是一段神奇 美好且非凡的经历
This has been a magical, beautiful, um, amazing experience,
真不敢相信这一切真的发生了
and I can’t, uh, really believe that this happened at all.
这里是好莱坞露天剧场
This is the Hollywood Bowl,
是整个洛杉矶最具标志性的场地
a place that has been the most iconic venue in all of Los Angeles,
我可谓梦想成真
and it’s a real dream come true.
今晚的经历如梦如幻
It’s been so beautiful and so, uh, surreal to do this tonight,
对
and yeah.
我们接下来要唱《男人的幻想》 也是这张专辑的最后一首歌♥
We’re gonna do “Male Fantasy,” which is the last song on the album.
感谢大家的倾听 也感谢所有的参与者
Thank you guys for listening, and thank you to everyone who’s involved.
我非常爱你们 我们很快就相见
I love you all to pieces, and I will see you soon.
“Male Fantasy”
《男人的幻想》
独自在家 不吃不喝
♪ Home alone, trying not to eat ♪
用情♥色♥视频分心
♪ Distract myself with pornography ♪
我讨厌她看我的眼神
♪ I hate the way she looks at me ♪
对话让我无法忍♥受
♪ I can’t stand the dialogue ♪
她永远不会那么愉悦
♪ She would never be that satisfied ♪
这是男人的幻想
♪ It’s a male fantasy ♪
我要继续去看医生
♪ I’m going back to therapy ♪
因为我爱你 一如既往
♪ ‘Cause I loved you then And I love you now ♪
我感到迷茫
♪ And I don’t know how ♪
我猜原因很难得知
♪ Guess it’s hard to know ♪
毕竟我身畔没有他人
♪ When nobody else comes around ♪
如果我要将你遗忘
♪ If I’m getting over you ♪
或者只是假装
♪ Or just pretending to ♪
一切正常
♪ Be all right ♪
说服自己我恨你
♪ Convince myself I hate you ♪
♪ Ba-da-da-da ♪
从前的闺蜜打来电♥话♥
♪ I got a call From a girl I used to know ♪
我们多年前形影不离
♪ We were inseparable years ago ♪
原以为友谊会天长地久 但事与愿违
♪ Thought we’d get along But it wasn’t so ♪
开车时 我脑海中盘旋着这些思绪
♪ And it’s all I think about When I’m behind the wheel ♪
担心这种感觉永远摆脱不掉
♪ I worry this is how I’m always gonna feel ♪
但没有什么可以永恒 我明了其中真谛
♪ But nothing lasts, I know the deal ♪
因为我爱你 一如既往
♪ ‘Cause I loved you then And I love you now ♪
我感到迷茫
♪ And I don’t know how ♪
我猜原因很难得知 毕竟我身畔没有他人
♪ Guess it’s hard to know When nobody else comes around ♪
如果我要将你遗忘
♪ If I’m getting over you ♪
或者只是假装
♪ Or just pretending to ♪
一切正常
♪ Be all right ♪
说服自己我恨你
♪ Convince myself I hate you ♪
可我忘不了你
♪ Can’t get over you ♪
尽管我用尽全力
♪ No matter what I do ♪
我知道应该放下
♪ I know I should ♪
但我永远无法恨你
♪ But I could never hate you ♪
从未如此快乐：写给洛杉矶的情书
“Oxytocin”
一旦开始就不能反悔
♪ Can’t take it back Once it’s been set in motion ♪
你知道我喜欢戳人痛处
♪ You know I love to rub it in Like lotion ♪
如果你只在星期日祷告
♪ If you only pray on Sunday ♪
能不能星期一过来找我
♪ Could you come my way on Monday? ♪
因为我喜欢
♪ ‘Cause I like to do things ♪
做上帝不允许的事
♪ God doesn’t approve of ♪
如果她看到我们
♪ If She saw us ♪
就肯定无法把视线挪开 把视线挪开
♪ She couldn’t look away Look away, look away ♪
她会想参与其中 参与其中
♪ She’d wanna get involved Involved, involved ♪
人们会怎么说 怎么说
♪ And what would people say People say, people say ♪
万一他们隔墙偷听 偷听
♪ If they listen through the wall The wall, the wall? ♪
我看得一清二楚
♪ I can see it clear as day ♪
你真的不需要休息
♪ You don’t really need a break ♪
我想看看你的极限
♪ Wanna see what you can take ♪
你真的应该逃跑
♪ You should really run away ♪
我想对你做坏坏的事
♪ I wanna do bad things to you ♪
我想让你大叫
♪ I wanna make you yell ♪
我想对你做坏坏的事
♪ I wanna do bad things to you ♪
我不想好好对你
♪ Don’t wanna treat you well ♪
一旦开始就不能反悔
♪ Can’t take it back Once it’s been set in motion ♪
你知道我需要你帮我分泌催产素
♪ You know I need you for the oxytocin ♪
如果你觉得吞咽困难
♪ If you find it hard to swallow ♪
我可以帮你松松领口
♪ I can loosen up your collar ♪
因为只要你一息尚存
♪ ‘Cause as long As you’re still breathing ♪
就别想着离开
♪ Don’t you even think of leaving ♪
你肯定无法把视线挪开 把视线挪开
♪ Not gonna wanna look away Look away, look away ♪
你会想参与其中 参与其中
♪ You’re gonna wanna get involved Involved, involved ♪
人们会怎么说 怎么说
♪ And what would people say People say, people say ♪
万一他们隔墙偷听 偷听
♪ If they listen through the wall The wall, the wall? ♪
我看得一清二楚
♪ I can see it clear as day ♪
你真的不需要休息
♪ You don’t really need a break ♪
我想看看你的极限
♪ I wanna see what you can take ♪
你真的应该逃跑
♪ You should really run away ♪
别人不肯留下
♪ Other people wouldn’t stay ♪
别人不肯顺从
♪ Other people don’t obey ♪
你和我是一路人
♪ You and me are both the same ♪
你真的应该逃跑
♪ You should really run away ♪