从未如此快乐：写给洛杉矶的情书（2021）

♪ If I lived by them I’d never be able to move ♪
你想让我更渺小一些吗 更软弱 柔和 高挑
♪ Would you like for me to be smaller? Weaker, softer, taller? ♪
你想让我安静一些吗
♪ Would you like me to be quiet? ♪
我的肩膀激怒了你吗
♪ Do my shoulders provoke you? ♪
还是我的胸部
♪ Does my chest? ♪
还是我的肚子 我的臀部
♪ Am I my stomach? My hips? ♪
是我与生俱来的身体吗
♪ The body I was born with ♪
不合你的心意吗
♪ Is it not what you wanted? ♪
如果我穿宽松的衣服
♪ If I wear what is comfortable ♪
就不是女人
♪ I am not a woman ♪
如果我抛开伪装
♪ If I shed the layers ♪
就成了荡♥妇♥
♪ I’m a slut ♪
尽管你从未看过我的身体
♪ Though you’ve never seen my body ♪
却依然妄加评论
♪ You still judge it ♪
并以此将我定性
♪ And judge me for it ♪
为什么
♪ Why? ♪
我们想当然去评价他人 依据就是他们的体型
♪ We make assumptions about people Based on their size ♪
我们决定他们是怎样的人
♪ We decide who they are ♪
我们判定他们的价值
♪ We decide what they’re worth ♪
如果我穿更多 如果我穿更少
♪ If I wear more, if I wear less ♪
谁来决定这会让我成为怎样的人
♪ Who decides what that makes me? ♪
这又代表着什么
♪ What that means? ♪
我的价值仅仅取决于你的观念吗
♪ Is my value based Only on your perception? ♪
还是你对我的看法
♪ Or is your opinion of me ♪
这不是我的错
♪ Not my responsibility? ♪
“Overheated”
《怒不可遏》
我都不知道是怎么回事
♪ I don’t really even know How it happened ♪
我一说话
♪ I started talking ♪
他们就大笑
♪ They started laughing ♪
我都不知道是怎么回事
♪ I don’t really even know How it happened ♪
我开始看着 他们不停地拍照
♪ I started watching Them photographing ♪
我都不知道是怎么回事
♪ I don’t really know how it happened ♪
他们没有停下 闪光灯继续亮起
♪ Instead of stopping They still were flashing ♪
我直接走开 没有任何反应
♪ I started walking Gave no reaction ♪
没有反应
♪ No reaction ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
势不可挡
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
此意千真万确
♪ Can’t unbelieve it ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
势不可挡
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
举世无双
♪ Can’t be repeated ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
我真的不想知道这件事的缘由
♪ And I don’t really wanna know Why it went there ♪
我其实并不在乎 并不在乎
♪ I kinda don’t care ♪ ♪ Kinda don’t care ♪
你想杀死我 想杀死我
♪ You wanna kill me ♪ ♪ Wanna kill me ♪
你想伤害我
♪ You wanna hurt me ♪
别再对我媚眼横飞
♪ Stop being flirty ♪
我有点招架不住
♪ ‘Cause it’s kinda working ♪
你当真以为 “这样做是对的吗”
♪ Did you really think “This is the right thing to do?” ♪
有什么新鲜的
♪ Is it news? ♪
谁还不知情
♪ News to who? ♪
我的外表和你们并无不同
♪ That I really look Just like the rest of you ♪
♪ Mm-hmm, I’m overheated ♪
我怒不可遏
势不可挡
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
此意千真万确
♪ Can’t unbelieve it ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
势不可挡
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
举世无双 我怒不可遏
♪ Can’t be repeated I’m overheated ♪
每个人脸上都写满失望
♪ And everybody said it was a letdown ♪
我的外表与他人没什么两样
♪ I was only built Like everybody else now ♪
但我没去求助整容手术
♪ But I didn’t get a surgery to help out ♪
因为我不打算变脸 对吧
♪ ‘Cause I’m not about To redesign myself now, am I? ♪
对吧
♪ Am I? ♪
对吧
♪ Am I? ♪
那些有胸无脑的女人
♪ All these other inanimate bitches ♪
于我又有何干系
♪ It’s none of my business ♪
可摆拍这种事 你难道不会腻
♪ But don’t you get sick Of posing for pictures ♪
何况是用那副整过的身体
♪ With that plastic body? ♪
苍天 我怒不可遏
♪ Man, I’m overheated ♪
势不可挡
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
此意千真万确
♪ Can’t unbelieve it ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
势不可当
♪ Can’t be defeated ♪
不可磨灭
♪ Can’t be deleted ♪
举世无双
♪ Can’t be repeated ♪
我怒不可遏
♪ I’m overheated ♪
“Everybody Dies”
人人终有一死
♪ Everybody dies ♪
《人人终有一死》
真是意外
♪ Surprise, surprise ♪
我们对彼此把谎撒
♪ We tell each other lies ♪
有时我们试图
♪ Sometimes we try ♪
劝慰自己走的并非错路
♪ To make it feel like we might be right ♪
我们或许并不孤单
♪ We might not be alone ♪
孤单
♪ Be alone ♪
“人人终有一死”
♪ “Everybody dies” ♪
他们总这么说
♪ That’s what they say ♪
也许再过几百年
♪ And maybe in a couple hundred years ♪
他们会找到别的办法
♪ They’ll find another way ♪
只是你为何想留下
♪ I just wonder why you’d wanna stay ♪
倘若身边人皆去
♪ If everybody goes ♪
你仍会孤苦无依
♪ You’d still be alone ♪
我不想哭 尽管有时忍♥不住
♪ I don’t wanna cry, some days I do ♪
但我不是为你哭泣
♪ But not about you ♪
我只是思绪万千 曾经习惯的世界
♪ It’s just a lot to think about The world I’m used to ♪
再也回不去
♪ The one I can’t get back ♪
至少暂时无法回去
♪ At least not for a while ♪
我能够像孩子一样看待生活
♪ I sure have a knack For seeing life more like a child ♪
这不是我的错
♪ And it’s not my fault ♪
欲知真♥相♥有何错
♪ It’s not so wrong to wonder why ♪
人人终有一死
♪ Everybody dies ♪
我的大限会是何时
♪ And when will I? ♪
你该知道
♪ You ought to know ♪
即使时辰已到
♪ That even when it’s time ♪
你或许不想离开
♪ You might not wanna go ♪
但你可以哭泣
♪ But it’s okay to cry ♪
也可以崩溃
♪ And it’s all right to fold ♪
但你不是一个人
♪ But you are not alone ♪
也并非籍籍无名
♪ You are not unknown ♪
从未如此快乐
“Your Power”
《你的权力》
♪ Mmm, mmm ♪
别滥用你的权力
♪ Try not to abuse your power ♪
我知道我们没有选择改变
♪ I know we didn’t choose to change ♪
你可能不想失掉权力
♪ You might not wanna lose your power ♪
但拥有它真是奇怪
♪ But having it’s so strange ♪
她说你是个英雄
♪ She said you were a hero ♪
你挺身救美
♪ You played the part ♪
却又在一年后将她摧毁
♪ But you ruined her in a year ♪
别装作那很难
♪ Don’t act like it was hard ♪
你发誓自己不知道
♪ And you swear you didn’t know ♪
不知道
♪ Didn’t know, didn’t know ♪
难怪你不问
♪ No wonder why you didn’t ask ♪
她穿着你的衣服入睡
♪ She was sleeping in your clothes ♪
穿着你的衣服
♪ In your clothes, in your clothes ♪
但现在她得去上课了
♪ But now she’s got to get to class ♪
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