从未如此快乐：写给洛杉矶的情书（2021）

“Happier Than Ever”
从未如此快乐：给洛杉矶的情书
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欢迎大家 我是Billie 这里是《从未如此快乐》演唱会
Welcome, it’s Billie, and this is Happier Than Ever,
也是我第一次从头到尾演唱整张专辑
the first time I am doing my album all in one, front to back.
请大家欣赏
So, enjoy.
我在长大 以为心智也在增长
♪ I’m getting older I think I’m aging well ♪
真希望有人提前告诉我 我会是独自前行
♪ I wish someone had told me I’d be doing this by myself ♪
我有感恩的理由 有很多事值得感恩
♪ There’s reasons that I’m thankful There’s a lot I’m grateful for ♪
但要总有陌生人守在家门口 一切就变了味
♪ But it’s different when a stranger’s Always waiting at your door ♪
讽刺的是 陌生人貌似比之前的任何人
♪ Which is ironic ’cause the strangers Seem to want me more ♪
都更想见到我
♪ Than anyone before ♪
之前的任何人
♪ Anyone before ♪
只可惜他们一般都精神失常
♪ Too bad they’re usually deranged ♪
《长大》
上周 我意识到自己渴求怜悯
♪ Last week, I realized I crave pity ♪
复述故事时 我故意讲得更惨
♪ When I retell a story I make everything sound worse ♪
我无法摆脱情绪 也许我真的不擅长疗伤
♪ Can’t shake the feeling That I’m just bad at healing ♪
或许就是因为这样 每句话才听起来像是排练过
♪ And maybe that’s the reason Every sentence sounds rehearsed ♪
讽刺的是 即便我说出违心的话
♪ Which is ironic Because when I wasn’t honest ♪
依然受人冷落
♪ I was still being ignored ♪
撒谎苦求关注 最终依然受尽冷落
♪ Lying for attention Just to get neglection ♪
我们越来越疏远
♪ Now we’re estranged ♪
曾让我享受的事
♪ Things I once enjoyed ♪
♪ Ah, ah ♪
如今让我焦头烂额
♪ Just keep me employed now ♪
我渴望的事
♪ Things I’m longing for ♪
总有一天我会厌倦
♪ Someday I’ll be bored of ♪
真是好奇怪
♪ It’s so weird ♪
那么在乎的我们 最后变得漠然
♪ That we care so much Until we don’t ♪
我在长大 肩上担子也越来越重
♪ I’m getting older I’ve got more on my shoulders ♪
但我更擅长承认错误
♪ But I’m getting better At admitting when I’m wrong ♪
我从未如此快乐 至少我在努力
♪ I’m happier than ever At least, that’s my endeavor ♪
让自己镇定 及时行乐
♪ To keep myself together And prioritize my pleasure ♪
因为说实话 我只希望自己的承诺是否实现
♪ ‘Cause to be honest I just wish that what I promise ♪
取决于我得到了什么
♪ Would depend on what I’m given ♪
不必征得他的同意
♪ Not on his permission ♪
被伤害虐待 那不是我的决定
♪ Wasn’t my decision To be abused ♪
♪ Mmm ♪
曾让我享受的事
♪ Things I once enjoyed ♪
如今让我焦头烂额
♪ Just keep me employed now ♪
我渴望的事
♪ Things I’m longing for ♪
总有一天我会厌倦
♪ Someday I’ll be bored of ♪
真是好奇怪
♪ It’s so weird ♪
那么在乎的我们 最后变得漠然
♪ That we care so much Until we don’t ♪
但下周 我希望自己在一个地方欢笑
♪ But next week I hope I’m somewhere laughing ♪
要是谁问起来 我保证自己会没事
♪ For anybody asking I promise I’ll be fine ♪
我遭遇过创伤 做过违心的事
♪ I’ve had some trauma Did things I didn’t wanna ♪
我太害怕而不敢向你们倾诉 但我想现在是时候了
♪ Was too afraid to tell ya But now I think it’s time ♪
好吧
♪ Okay ♪
“I Didn’t Change My Number”
《我没换手♥机♥号♥》
我…
♪ Mm-hmm, I… ♪
我没换手♥机♥号♥
♪ I didn’t change my number ♪
只是换了回复对象
♪ I only changed who I reply to ♪
劳拉说我应该态度好点
♪ Laura said I should be nicer ♪
但不是对你
♪ But not to you ♪
“在生我的气吗？” 这信息让我哑然失笑
♪ I laughed at your “Mad at me?” text ♪
就该猜到的
♪ Should’ve guessed ♪
你以为我不开心
♪ That you would think I was upset ♪
你真是执迷不悟
♪ You’re obsessed ♪
♪ Mmm ♪
别拿我撒气
♪ Don’t take it out on me ♪
我只是同情你
♪ I’m out of sympathy for you ♪
或许你该离开
♪ Maybe you should leave ♪
趁我还没翻脸不认人
♪ Before I get too mean ♪
我没换手♥机♥号♥
♪ I didn’t change my number ♪
只是换了相信的人
♪ I only changed who I believe in ♪
你只是长相可人
♪ You were easy on the eyes, eyes, eyes ♪
但外表太有欺骗性
♪ But looks can be deceiving ♪
我得工作 我要去工作
♪ I gotta work, I go to work ♪
你不配伤心欲绝
♪ You don’t deserve to feel so hurt ♪
你真是胆大包天
♪ You got a lot of nerve ♪
我不该被苛待 所以
♪ I don’t deserve, so ♪
别拿我撒气
♪ Don’t take it out on me ♪
我只是同情你
♪ I’m out of sympathy for you ♪
或许你该离开
♪ Maybe you should leave ♪
趁我还没翻脸不认人
♪ Before I get too mean ♪
然后拿你撒气
♪ And take it out on you ♪
还有你最好的朋友
♪ And your best friend, too ♪
德鲁说你不是好鸟时
♪ I should have left when Drew ♪
我就该拍屁♥股♥走人
♪ Said you were bad news ♪
♪ Da-da-da-da-da-da ♪
欢迎来到好莱坞露天剧场
Welcome to the Hollywood Bowl.
是我 Billie
It’s me, Billie.
我真的很兴奋
I’m so excited for this,
也没有这么开心过 因为古斯塔沃·杜达美
and I couldn’t be happier to be here with Gustavo Dudamel right behind me
和洛杉矶爱乐乐团就在我身后
and the LA Phil.
“Billie Bossa Nova”
我想感谢坐在那边的罗梅罗·卢班博
I wanna thank Romero Lubambo right over there
为我弹奏吉他
for playing guitar for me.
我的梦想成真了
This is a dream come true.
《BILLIE巴萨诺瓦》
在没有防备的时候去爱
♪ Love when it comes without a warning ♪
因为等待让人百无聊赖
♪ ‘Cause waiting for it gets so boring ♪
20秒钟之内 一切天翻地覆
♪ A lot can change in 20 seconds ♪
黑暗催生种种情愫
♪ A lot can happen in the dark ♪
在迷茫的时候去爱
♪ Love when It makes you lose your bearings ♪
有些信息只能深埋
♪ Some information’s not for sharing ♪
在酒店前台使用不同的名字
♪ Use different names at hotel check-ins ♪
一旦开始 就难以停下
♪ It’s hard to stop it once it starts ♪
一旦开始
♪ It starts ♪
我不是故作矫情
♪ I’m not sentimental ♪
但今晚潇洒与你如影随形
♪ But there’s something ‘Bout the way you look tonight ♪
♪ Ah ♪
让我不禁想拿起相机
♪ Makes me wanna take a picture ♪
与你共拍一部不可告人的电影
♪ Make a movie with you That we’d have to hide ♪
你最好把手♥机♥锁上
♪ You better lock your phone ♪
一个人时看着我 莫把我忘
♪ And look at me when you’re alone ♪
让你兴奋起来不用很久
♪ Won’t take a lot to get you going ♪
但这要是折磨 我表示抱歉
♪ I’m sorry if it’s torture, though ♪
我知道
♪ I know, I know ♪
这可能更像是某种执念
♪ It might be more of an obsession ♪
你真的让我春心荡漾
♪ You really make a strong impression ♪
没人在大堂看到我
♪ Nobody saw me in the lobby ♪
在大堂看到我
♪ Saw me in the lobby ♪
没人看到我在你的臂弯里
♪ Nobody saw me in your arms ♪
我不是故作矫情
♪ I’m not sentimental ♪
但今晚潇洒与你如影随形
♪ But there’s something ‘Bout the way you look tonight ♪
♪ Ah-ah, ah ♪
让我不禁想引她们吃醋
♪ Makes me wanna make ’em jealous ♪
只有我对你百依百顺
♪ I’m the only one Who does it how you like ♪
你最好把手♥机♥锁上
♪ You better lock your phone ♪
一个人时看着我 莫把我忘
♪ And look at me when you’re alone ♪
让你兴奋起来不用很久
♪ Won’t take a lot to get you going ♪
但这要是折磨 我表示抱歉
♪ I’m sorry if it’s torture, though ♪
我知道
♪ I know, I know ♪
你最好把门锁上
♪ You better lock your door ♪
多花些时间看我 莫把我忘
♪ And look at me a little more ♪
你我都知道我值得等待
♪ We both know I’m worth waiting for ♪
我们在地板上阵阵粗喘
♪ That heavy breathing on the floor ♪
我是你的
♪ I’m yours, I’m yours ♪
我是你的
♪ I’m yours ♪
我不是故作矫情
♪ I’m not sentimental ♪
我不是故作矫情
♪ I’m not sentimental ♪
我不是故作矫情
♪ I’m not sentimental ♪
“My Future”
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