呼朋引伴（2021）

Relentlessly about nothing
random nothingness,
时时刻刻扰乱我的思绪
interrupting every thought
I might have…
-踢走踢走 把它踢走 -哦 天 我知道
– Kick, kick, kick, kick.
– Oh, God, and I know.
从给他做午饭开始 一直到我刷盘子
From making him lunch
and doing the dishes,
从给他做午饭开始 一直到我刷盘子
from making lunch
and then doing the dishes,
从给他做晚饭开始 一直到我刷盘子
from making dinner
and then doing the dishes,
从给他做午饭开始 一直到我出门买♥♥东西
from lunch, and then
going grocery shopping,
一次 一次 又一次 他永远这样
on, and on, and on, and on,
he never stops.
有蜜蜂
Bees!
他妈就是一个噩梦
It’s a fucking nightmare.
是啊
Yeah.
慢点
Slow down!
你是不是也觉得我现在糟透了
Do you think I’m horrible now?
不 才没有 我很同情你
No, no,
I have so much sympathy.
对了 你还得给他补充点蛋白质 好吗
Listen, you just have to get
some protein into him, okay?
你知道的 那种噁心的卷饼
You know, those
disgusting little, uh, rolls,
有蒜味腊肠和芝士什么的…他很喜欢
the salami and cheese things,
just… He loves them.
我们现在去哪儿
Where are we going now?
去给你买♥♥
I have to find you
噁心的蒜味腊肠和芝士卷饼
some disgusting salami
and cheese rolls.
从历史上来说 纽约象徵著移♥民♥的未来和各种可能性
Historically,
New York represents the future
and possibility
for so many immigrants.
我们採访了一些移♥民♥的孩子
We ask
today’s children of immigrants
让他们描述想像中的未来
what they think
about the future
和现在他们所处的这个世界的样子
and the world
they live in now.
我以前从没想过
I never thought
that I would be this scared
我会如此恐惧未来可能会发生的事情
about like what might happen
in the future,
但是现在
but then now,
我开始考虑这些事了
I’m starting
to think about it,
比如我 没法…没法…
like, I can’t…
I can’t…
我没法想像动物都灭绝了会是什么样
I just can’t imagine
animals going extinct,
因为环境污染 可以说地球已经奄奄一息了
pollution, like, the Earth
dying, basically.
我害怕的主要是 孤独感吧
So my fears
would be like loneliness
就是那种 比如说
and, like, you know,
别人都不理解你
just like people
not understanding you
就算他们也努力试著理解你
even though they’re there
to understand you
还有类似的情况
and stuff like that.
我觉得这挺恐怖的
It’s just really scary,
因为感觉你只是弧身一人
’cause it feels
like you have nobody.
我妈妈总是和我说
My mom
always tells me like,
“我讨厌哭的小孩”
“I hate kids that cry.”
有一次我和她说: 天 我有…
There was one time I told her,
“Oh, my gosh, I can…
“我有哭的权力啊”
“Like, I could cry, uh,
“大家都会哭啊”然后她说
“like, it’s like a human thing
to do,” and then she’s like,
“不 你应该很坚强” 之类的
“No, you’re supposed to be,
uh, strong and stuff.”
我估计这就是我最讨厌的事情了吧
So, yeah, I think
that’s what I hate the most.
当别人用”说说又不会怎么样”给长篇大论结尾时
When people
end up saying,
“Oh, words don’t hurt,”
我都…觉得很难过
it… like it gets to me
so bad.
他们明明对你一无所知 却还是对你评头论足
People will just judge you
without even knowing.
就好像一无所知并不是他们的错一样
It’s like not even their fault
that they don’t know.
他们长大成人的过程大概和我不一样吧
They probably just
wasn’t raised like I am
他们不明白哪些事可以对别人做 哪些事不可以
knowing how to treat people,
how not to treat people.
我不喜欢所有人都是一种
I don’t like
when everyone’s
压力很大的样子
just in a stressed mindset
每个人都把自己封闭起来
and they’re very closed
into themselves.
他们拒绝和别人沟通
They just don’t speak
to each other
把自己藏起来 与世隔绝
and they’re just
like kind of hiding away
借此逃避现实
from like real life.
我喜欢那些
I feel like people
试著表达自己情绪的人
who try to express
their emotions,
虽然…有些人很讨厌这种人
like they…
they would get a lot of hate.
这种事在20世纪尤其多
It happened
like more in the 20th century.
讨厌他们的人不允许他们做自己
So instead of
letting them be them,
所以就用很恶劣的方法来反击
they wanted to oppose them
in like bad horrible ways.
但我感觉 今时今日 表达自己的想法容易一些了
But I feel like now you could
speak your feelings easier,
但仍然很难
but not easily.
兔崽子怎么样了？
Oh, sorry.
挺好的 咱俩发短♥信♥的功夫他还在取笑我呢
Texting. Texting.
发消息 发消息
– Ha, ha, ha.
– I am tex…
-哈哈哈 -我在发消息…
(保罗怎么样了)
喂 你在干什么
Oh, what…
what are you doing?
Uh, hey,
who are you mimicking here
你在那假装滑稽地发消息
with that fancy texting
you’re doing?
(他更想走了)
是在模仿谁呢
你才在滑稽地发消息呢
You’re doing fancy texting.
我是在真的发消息
But I’m actually
texting something.
-你才没有呢 -嘿 看这里
– No, you’re not.
– Uh, here.
保健与美容用晶
Health and beauty.
(刚和保险公♥司♥的混♥蛋♥们打了几个小时电♥话♥)
哦 在这呢
Oh, here it is.
好了 选一个吧 我去找牙膏
All right, grab one of those
and I’ll find toothpaste.
为什么牙膏牙刷不放在一块呢
For some reason,
they’re not in the same aisle.
♪ I am a toothbrush
不 不要拿那个
Mm-mm, not… Not that one.
那会把你妈惹毛的
That’ll flip your mom out.
♪ I am your toothbrush ♪
(抱歉 小芙)
你不能拿这个
You can’t get that one.
好了 再选一个你喜欢的
Come on,
find which one you want.
可我妈又不在这儿
Oh, she’s not here, so…
但她总是对的
Well, she’s right.
-所以 -拿这个嘛 求你了
– So…
– Can I please have it?
得了吧 你刷牙的时候真的有必要…
Oh, come on, you…
You don’t need a song…
-求你了 -听这个歌♥吗
– Please.
– …to brush your teeth to.
要是这次给你买♥♥了这个
The next thing you know,
you’re gonna need
你以后所有事儿都得有个电子产品激励你才行了
electronic stimuli
for everything you do.
你知道吗 适应环境是很重要的
You know, it’s important
to just live in it, you know?
在平和安静的环境里
Peace and quiet.
你们这一代人都长歪了
Your generation
is completely lost.
Mm…
杰西
Jesse?