艾米（2015）

2005年11月
白金汉郡 25号♥公路
我接了她 然后我想 “我载着你
I picked her up and I thought, “I’m driving you
“去个蛮荒之地 然后我们就坐在那里
“to the middle of nowhere and we’re gonna sit there
直到你承认发生什么了”
until you acknowledge what’s going on.”
我开车带她去了艾佛的黑色公园
I drove her to Black Park in Iver.
她先是笑了
And it started off with her sort of laughing,
说“你就是个白♥痴♥”
“You’re such an idiot.”
然后又开始说 “别这么混♥蛋♥”
And then it turned into, “Don’t be a prick.”
她踢了我的车
And she kicked my car.
然后她终于崩溃了
And then she just broke down, eventually.
把一切都敞开说了出来
Opened up about everything.
她说她认为自己有问题了
She said she thinks she’s got a problem,
她迷失了 什么都搞不定
she was lost and out of her depth.
糟透了
Horrible.
她同意去康复中心
She agreed to go rehab.
我带她去见康复中心的那个人
I took her to see the rehab guy.
她就一副 “我不想谈这个”
She was, like, “I don’t wanna talk about it.
“如果我爸爸觉得我该去我就会去”
I’ll go if my dad thinks I should go.”
我们跟米切尔谈了 我们什么都安排好了
We’d spoken to Mitch. We’d set it all up
然后她变成了一个十七岁的孩子
and she turned into a seven-year-old child.
坐在她爸爸腿上 搂着他
Sat on her father’s lap and put her arm around him.
我跟经纪人说了
I said to the managers,
米切尔·怀恩豪斯
父亲
我跟经纪人说了
I said to the managers,
米切尔·怀恩豪斯
父亲
“她不需要去康复中心 她很好”
“She doesn’t need to go to rehab. She’s fine.”
“她不需要去康复中心 她很好”
“She doesn’t need to go to rehab. She’s fine.”
(艾米) 我爸爸确实说 “你没事 不必去”
(Amy): My dad did actually go, “You’re alright, no need to go.”
我说 “好吧 爸爸 我去见见他”
I said, “Alright, Dad, I’ll go and meet him
然后我们就回来” 我确实回来了
and we’ll back out.” Which I did.
(米切尔) 她不需要去康复中心
(Mitch): She didn’t need to go to rehab.
(尼克) 我觉得就是那会儿
(Nick): I think that was the moment
我们失去了一个很重要的机会
we lost a very key opportunity.
我不是说那一定会有用
I’m not saying it would’ve worked.
一般情况下 你得去两三次
Very often, you have to go two or three times.
但她那时还不是明星 没有被狗仔成天追着
But she wasn’t a star. She wasn’t swarmed by paparazzi.
我们就可以让《Back to Black》滚一边去
We could’ve just fucked Back to Black off,
《Back to Black》这首歌♥可能就永远不会出现
and Back To Black might have never happened,
但那样她就能有一个机会
but she’d have had a chance
让专业人士来帮她好起来
to have been dealt with by professionals
而不是等到后来全世界都想利用她的时候
before the world wanted a piece of her.
尼克 是我 艾米
你最心爱的犹太女孩
除了你妈妈之外
我不知道你这是怎么了
但我非常非常想你
我爱你
我对你的爱…
我对你炽热的爱
绝不会因为你一直不回我电♥话♥
就被浇灭
就是绝对不会
我不在乎 即使你真的再也不接我电♥话♥了
我会依然无条件地爱你
直到我停止心跳 直到我死去
所以 无论你何时回复我
我一定都在
拜
2005年12月
♪ I never wanted you ♪
萨拉姆·雷米的家
迈阿密
♪ I never wanted you ♪
萨拉姆·雷米的家
迈阿密
♪ To be my man ♪
萨拉姆·雷米的家
迈阿密
♪ I just wanted to see what you can do ♪
♪ I just wanted to see what you can do ♪
♪ Yeah ♪
不对
♪ Yo yo yeah ♪
唱片公♥司♥那时正考虑要跟她解约
The label were considering letting her go.
结果她回到了迈阿密
She ends up coming back to Miami.
盖·穆特打电♥话♥给我 “嘿 你真的要这么做?”
Guy Moot calls me up, “Hey, sure you wanna do this?”
萨拉姆·雷米
制♥作♥人
盖·穆特打电♥话♥给我 “嘿 你真的要这么做?”
Guy Moot calls me up, “Hey, sure you wanna do this?”
萨拉姆·雷米
制♥作♥人
我当时就说 ”听着 即使你抛下她
I was, like, “Listen, even if you dropped her,
萨拉姆·雷米
制♥作♥人
萨拉姆·雷米
制♥作♥人
我也会自己掏钱让她来我家唱歌♥
“I would pay her to come to my house and sing
我也会自己掏钱让她来我家唱歌♥
“I would pay her to come to my house and sing
因为那玩意儿真♥他♥妈♥能打动我”
’cause this shit fucking moves me.”
♪ Many times when I tried to set you right ♪
♪ It’s just too hard ♪
♪ I never wanted you ♪
♪ To be my man ♪♪
而且她在这儿的时候完全没沾过酒
And she totally didn’t drink the whole time she was here.
她就坐在我家的后花♥园♥里
And she sat out in my back garden
大概四天的样子
for, I don’t know, four days.
她就拿着她的小笔记本 不停地写
She’d just take her little notebook and just keep writing.
A和♥弦♥
(Amy): A.
♪ All I can ever be to you ♪
♪ Is the darkness that we know ♪
♪ And this regret I got accustomed to ♪
♪ Once it was so right when we were at our height ♪
♪ Waiting for you in the hotel at night ♪
♪ I knew I hadn’t met my match ♪
♪ With every moment we could snatch ♪
♪ I don’t know why I got so attached ♪♪
我花了好一段时间才真正想明白很多事
Took me a while to get my head around a lot of things.
真正的转折点 让我感觉好起来的时候
The actual turning point, when I was alright with it,
就是我开始写专辑的时候
was when I started writing the album.
我写歌♥是因为我脑子里全是一堆破事
I write songs because I’m fucked up in the head
我需要把那些全写到纸上 然后变成一首歌♥
and I need to put it on paper and then write a song to it
这样我就会感觉好点
and to feel better about it.
从痛苦中收获一些美好
Have something good out of something bad.
♪ He walks away ♪
♪ The sun goes down ♪
♪ He takes the day but I’m grown ♪
♪ And in your way ♪
♪ My deep shade ♪
♪ My tears dry ♪♪
有了灵感 也写出了四五首歌♥
The ideas were there. Four or five songs were there.
你能感觉到一些创作的东西慢慢开始了 （尼克·沙曼斯基 经纪人）
You can feel something creatively starting to happen.
但我还是很担心她的健康
But I was still very worried about her health.
她真的很脆弱 而且状态并不好
She’s really vulnerable and not in a good place.
然后她说 “听着
And then she said, “So, listen,
你要不要离开19娱乐来做我经纪人?”
are you leaving 19 to manage me?”
我说 “这样吧
And I said, “D’you know what?
除非你让我帮你振作起来
“Unless you let me help you sort yourself out,
不然我不会为你接这烂摊子
“I’m not doing this shit for you.
我无法看着你这样毁自己”
I can’t watch you do yourself in like this.”
我记得她来见我
I remember she came to see me
尼克·盖特菲尔德
2001-08小岛唱片主席
我记得她来见我
I remember she came to see me
尼克·盖特菲尔德
2001-08小岛唱片主席
说想换经纪人
to talk about wanting to change management.
尼克·盖特菲尔德
2001-08小岛唱片主席
我说 “听着 一切取决于你自己
I said, “Look, that’s entirely your decision.
尼克·盖特菲尔德
2001-08小岛唱片主席
无论你做什么我们都会支持你”
We will support you whatever you wanna do.”
尼克·盖特菲尔德
2001-08小岛唱片主席
无论你做什么我们都会支持你”
We will support you whatever you wanna do.”
然后她说想让雷·寇斯伯特做经纪人
Then she said she wanted to be managed by Raye Cosbert.
我当时想的全是 “你干嘛要让你的演出策划人来当经纪人?”
All I thought is, “Why on earth are you gonna be managed
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
我当时想的全是 “你干嘛要让你的演出策划人来当经纪人?”
All I thought is, “Why on earth are you gonna be managed
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
我记得我就一直在考虑
by your promoter?”I remember at the time thinking,
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
“我们现在要跟一个策划人打交道了
“We’re now gonna deal with a promoter
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
一个把心思全放在带她出去跑演出的人”
whose main interest will be to get her out on the road.”
一个把心思全放在带她出去跑演出的人”
whose main interest will be to get her out on the road.”
我们也知道她跑演出时很脆弱
And we knew she was very vulnerable on the road.
当我第一次见到艾米时 我是她的演唱会策划人
When I first met Amy, I was her concert promoter.
我们聊了聊 她说她和19娱乐的合约到期了
We got talking and she said that her contract was up with 19
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
我们聊了聊 她说她和19娱乐的合约到期了
We got talking and she said that her contract was up with 19
雷·寇斯伯特
大都会音乐策划人
她想探寻更多的可能性
and she wanted to explore other possibilities.