fall apart and expose yourself in a world and a culture now
现在大家都喜欢”解读” -确实是
that is a “gotcha” culture… -Yeah, absolutely.
如果你做错一个动作 说了不对的话
…that if you make the wrong move, you say the wrong thing…
是 -其他人会拿来做笑柄
Yeah. -…somebody’s got some, you know, wisecrack about it.
我觉得是我太敢于行动了
I think the reason I’m so brave to do it, you know,
在事业方面我就是这样
in my career so far was because, again, music helped me
音乐在任何时候都会帮我 所以我愿意去行动
in any situations and I would like to do,
同样地 人们总是会
you know, the same for people
独自面对某些场景
that feel so alone when they’re feeling something.
他们需要别人提醒并不孤独
To be reminded that they’re not alone.
现在而言
And in terms of now, you know, there were moments
我在写歌♥的时候
when I was writing the record or
我回头听我写的东西就会发现
I would listen back to something and be like,
“这可能太多私人方面的东西了”
“That might be a bit too private.
“这可能太多
“That might be a bit too, you know,
太多关于自己的琐事 不能讲太多”
too about myself and stuff to put out,”
但相比我把自己关在房♥间里两三年来说
but nothing is as scary as what I’ve been through
其他的都不值得一提
over the last two, three years behind closed doors.
所以我不再害怕了…
So I’m not frightened about…
不再为不可能做 不敢做的事情而害怕
about what people may or might not do now, you know.
大家好
Hi, guys.
好隆重啊
How posh is this?
看到你了 莉佐
Also, get you, Lizzo.
你要抢我风头吗 宝贝
You think you can outshine me, babes?
我喜欢你这身打扮 我喜欢那件披风外套
I love that, I love that poncho coat.
漂亮
Oh, yeah. Nice.
大家好
Um, hi, everyone.
感谢今晚你们的到来
Thank you so much for coming tonight.
欢迎来到「此夜唯一」演唱会 和我一起
Welcome to “One Night Only” with me.
坐在台下的各位我大多都认识
Although most of you I know, and you have
你们也与我共度了无数个晚上
too many nights with me, really.
在这个小型回归表演中
Um, but I wanted to feel safe
我想不让自己这么紧张
in my first little comeback thing.
等等 我嘴巴好干
Hang on, I got dry mouth.
我要先把熟人分一类
So I wanted to do a mixture of people that I know and love.
我见过几次的人分一类
People that I’ve met a few times,
不认识的人分一类 你们好啊
and some of you I don’t know at all. But hi.
我会给你们唱些老歌♥
And I’m gonna do some old ones for you.
也给你们唱些新歌♥
I’m gonna do some new ones for you.
我还没唱过这首歌♥ 这是首新歌♥
So I haven’t sung this. This is a new song.
我还没在任何人面前唱过
I haven’t sung this song yet for anyone.
没有当面唱过
Um, not in real life.
我很慌
F**k myself.
不骗你们
Not gonna lie.
所以如果你们会唱的话 一起来
Um, so I could use your help if any of you know it.
这是”Easy on Me”
This is “Easy on Me”.
「Easy On Me」
*There ain’t no gold*
*In this river*
*That I’ve been washing my hands in forever*
*I know there is hope*
*In these waters*
*But I can’t bring myself*
*To swim when I am drowning*
*In this silence, baby, let me in*
*Go easy on me, baby*
*I was still a child*
*Didn’t get the chance to*
*Feel the world around me*
*I had no time to choose*
*What I chose to do*
*So go easy on me*
*There ain’t no room*
*For our things to change*
*When we are both so deeply stuck in our ways*
*You can’t deny how hard I’ve tried*
*I changed who I was to put you both first*
*But now I give up*
*Go easy on me, baby*
*I was still a child*
*Didn’t get the chance to*
*Feel the world around me*
*I had no time to choose*
*What I chose to do*
*So go easy*
*On me*
*I had good intentions*
*And the highest hopes*
*But I know right now*
*It probably doesn’t even show*
*Go easy on me, baby*
*I was still a child*
*I didn’t get the chance to*
*Feel the world around me*
*I had no time to choose*
*What I chose to do*
*So go easy on me*
谢谢
Thank you.
「Skyfall」
*This is the end*
*Hold your breath and count to ten*
*Feel the earth move and then*
*Hear my heart burst*
*Again*
*For this is the end*
*I’ve drowned and dreamt this moment*
*So overdue, I owe them*
*Swept away, I’m stolen*
*Let the sky fall*
*When it crumbles*
*We will stand tall*
*Face it all together*
*Let the sky fall*
*When it crumbles*
*We will stand tall*
*Face it all together*
*At skyfall*
*At skyfall*
*Skyfall is where we start*
*A thousand miles and poles apart*
*Where worlds collide and days are dark*
*You may have my number, you can take my name*
*But you’ll never have my heart*
*Let the sky fall (Let the sky fall)*
*When it crumbles (When it crumbles)*
*We will stand tall (We will stand tall)*
*Face it all together*
*Let the sky fall (Let the sky fall)*
*When it crumbles (When it crumbles)*
*We will stand tall (We will stand tall)*
*Face it all together*
*At skyfall*
*Let the sky fall*
*(When it crumbles) At skyfall*
*(We will stand tall)*
*Where you go, I go*
*What you see, I see*
*I know I’d never be me*
*Without the security*
*Of your loving arms*
*Keeping me from harm*
*Put your hand in my hand*
*And we’ll stand*
*Let the sky fall (Let the sky fall)*
*When it crumbles (When it crumbles)*
*We will stand tall (We will stand tall)*
*Face it all together*
*Let the sky fall (Let the sky fall)*
*When it crumbles (When it crumbles)*
*We will stand tall (We will stand tall)*
*Face it all*
*Together, at skyfall*
*Let the sky fall*
*We will stand tall*
*At skyfall*
*Ooh*
你在两年之内瘦了100磅
You lost a hundred pounds in two years.
但目的不是为了减肥
And then you said it wasn’t even really about the weight.
不是 -是什么原因
No. -So what was it about?
是这样
So here’s the thing.
你写了很多歌♥
You write about it in song after song.
你宣布回归
You start with, you know,
接着”Easy on Me”发布了
“Easy on Me” that-that’s been released.
能告诉我们吗
Can you just give us an idea of what happened
是什么东西令你歇尽全力
with this all-consuming–
看到你忙前忙后
it feels like an all-consuming pain
我在想 “究竟发生了什么事”
and I’m like, “What the hell happened?”
我一直都想组织一个安稳的家庭
I’ve been obsessed with the nuclear family
我不是从这种家庭里成长的人
my whole life because I never came from one.
所有文化作品里描述的家庭都是完整的
You know, it’s in all these movies and all these books,
它们从小给你灌输
like, you know, and you grow up reading them like that’s what
一家人就应该整整齐齐 -是的
it should be, like, you know. -Right.
我在年轻的时候向自己保证
And… I just from a very young age,
等我有了孩子
just, you know, promised myself that when I had kids
我们会永远在一起 我们的家庭是完整的
that we’d stay together, we would be that united family
然后…
and…
我努力了很久很久
And I tried for a really, really long time
然后
and then, um,
我让我的孩子失望了
I was just so disappointed for my son.
也对自己感到失望
I was so disappointed for myself.
我觉得 我以为自己
And I was just, I thought I was going to
不会做
be the one that, you know,
这么残忍♥的事
stopped doing those bloody patterns all the time.
所以你会管这张专辑叫离婚专吗
So, do you call this– is this the divorce album?
我觉得更多是与自己分离
I think I’m divorcing myself on it.
是吗 -是的
Yeah? -Yeah.
独自生活是什么样的呢
How does one do that?
挺孤独的
So, it’s lonely, you know.
我在自己身上花费了很多时间
I spent a lot of time on my own,
忠于自己的感受 让自己不再忙碌
really sitting in my feelings and not keeping myself busy.