生存欲望（1992）

I believe you are sincere and good at heart
我相信您是真诚的 心地是善良的
If you do not attain happiness always remember that you are on the right road
即使您达不到幸福的境界 请永远记住您是走在正道上
try not to leave it. Above all, avoid falsehood
要努力不偏离这条路 主要的是力戒作假
every kind of falsehood, especially falseness to yourself
力戒一切弄虚作假 尤其要力戒向自己作假
teach us something useful
教点有用的吧
Watch over your own deceitfulness and look into it every hour, every minute
您得提防这一点 每时每刻加以警惕
avoid being scornful, both to others and to yourself
此外 既不要嫌弃别人 也不要嫌弃自己
What seems bad to you within yourself will grow
凡是您觉得自己内心存在什么要不得的想法
pure by the very fact of you observing it
那么 您自己发现这一点本身已经在一定程度上把它净化了
this is ridiculous we’re paying for this
真是荒唐 浪费学费
you’re a disgrace
可耻
Avoid fear, though fear is only the
您还要力戒恐惧 虽然恐惧
consequence of every sort of falsehood
只是一切作假的后果
Never be frightened at your own faint-heartedness in attaining love
在爱的征途上永远不要害怕您自己的怯懦心理
Don’t be frightened overmuch even at your evil actions
甚至对您在这过程中的不良行为也不必怕得要命
I am sorry I can say nothing more consoling to you, for love in
很抱歉 我不能对您说什么动听的话 因为
action is a harsh and dreadful thing compared with love in dreams.
与梦想中的爱比较起来 切实的爱是一件严酷和令人生畏的事情
Love in dreams is greedy for immediate action,
梦想中的爱图的是急功近利 立竿见影
rapidly performed and so everyone can see
渴望做出人人注目的壮举
Men will even give their lives if only the ordeal does not last too long but
怀着这样的梦想确实连命都舍得 只要这过程不持续很久
is soon over with all looking on and applauding as if on a stage
而是像在舞台上那样快快结束 只要人人都瞧着他表示赞许
But active love, active love is labour
切实的爱 则需要工作
and fortitude
和毅力
Dostoyevsky
陀思妥耶夫斯基
so what was that all about?
这都什么意思
that’s what we’re here to discuss
我们就是来讨论这个的
but you never discuss anything, you just ask questions
但是你从来不讨论 你只是提问
we’ve been stuck on the same paragraph for a month and a half
我们已经在这一段上卡了一个半月了
it’s an important paragraph
这一段很关键
read it
你来读
i believe you are sincere and good at heart
我相信您是真诚的 心地是善良的
if you do not attain happiness
即使您达不到幸福的境界
always remember you are on the righ road
请永远记住您是走在正道上
try not to leave it
要努力不偏离这条路
above all, avoid falsehood, every kind of
主要的是力戒作假 力戒一切
falsehood, especially falseness to yourself
弄虚作假 尤其要力戒向自己作假
watch over your own deceitfulness and
您得提防这一点
look into it every hour, every minute
每时每刻加以警惕
what do you make of that? it’s good advice man
你读出了什么 不错的建议
is it? you tell me
是吗 你说呢
i don’t know
我不知道
but you’re the teacher
你才是老师
i teach literature, i dont give advice
我教文学 不提建议
you’re wasting our time
你是在浪费大家的时间
i’m asking you questions
我是在提问
we’re supposed to ask the questions
该提问的是我们
you’re supposed to give us the answers
你应该给出答案
perhaps its not as important to know
或许 提出好问题
the answers as it is to ask the questions better
比知道答案更重要
there you see he told us something
你看他还是告诉了我们些什么
no he didn’t he just asked us another question
他没有 他只是又提出了一个问题
Never be frightened at your own faint-heartedness in attaining love
在爱的征途上永远不要害怕您自己的怯懦心理
Stop that!
拉倒吧
what is father Zossima trying to tell this woman?
佐西马长老是想告诉这个女人什么
I’m warning you man
我警告你
is it possible to appreciate this advice if we aren’t faithful?
没有信仰的人能够领会这个建议吗
tell me something! tell me something thats gonna help me pass the final exam
你说 你说 说点能帮我通过期末考试的东西
what do we mean when we use the word faith?
使用信仰一词时 我们是想说什么
two coffees please
两杯咖啡 谢谢
you can’t beat up students because they don’t like Dostoyevsky
你不能因为学生不喜欢陀思妥耶夫斯基就揍他们
perhaps
或许吧
can you give me a ride to town today? sure
你今天能捎我进城一趟吗 当然可以
are you okay?
你还好吗
Air’s too cold, sun’s too bright. this coffee although i haven’t had
空气太冷 阳光太烈 这杯我一口没喝的咖啡
any yet is undoubtedly too strong. I wanna lie down and evaporate
也无疑太浓了 我想躺着 就此挥发掉
you’re having a crisis of faith
你在经历信仰危机
No i’m not Yes you are
不 我没有 你有
Henry i’m an atheist
亨利 我是无神论者
maybe you only think you’re an atheist
也许这只是你自认为
i’m in pain all pain is desire
我很痛苦 一切痛苦皆是欲望
Is that criticism or advice?
这算批评还是建议？
i think its Buddhism
这是佛理
Henry? yes?
亨利？嗯？
i’m in love no really?
我坠入爱河了 不是吧 真的？
yes i think so how can you tell?
我想是的 你怎么知道
lack of concentration erratic mood swings
专注不足 情绪多变
faulty reasoning obsessive behavior
推理出错 举止执迷
its not like you to go running off after young women
跟在年轻女人屁♥股♥后面跑 这不像你
i’m not running off after anyone i’m falling towards her
我没跟着谁屁♥股♥后面跑 我是在坠向她
as if you cant help yourself? yeah something like that
无法自拔？对 差不多吧
i see, i’ve read about this type of thing
明白了 我读到过这种事
and then there’s this
这里讲到
love in action is a harsh and dreadful thing compared with love in dreams
与梦想中的爱比较起来 切实的爱是一件严酷和令人生畏的事情
is this an active love or a dream?
你的爱是切实的 还是梦想？
it’s a dream about to become reality
是将要变成现实的梦想
name the proofs of this reality
举出这个现实的例证
a thoughtful gesture, delicate smile
沉思的姿态 微妙的笑容
white slender neck
洁白修长的脖颈
an earnest inquisitive and alluring voice
恳切 好奇 诱人的嗓音
graceful figure, intelligent sensuous eyes
优雅的身姿 灵动而愉悦的双眼
describe the nature of the dream intimacy
描述这个梦想的本质 亲密
name the constituent elements of intimacy
举出亲密的构成要素
kissing, caressing, holding
亲吻 爱抚 搂抱
slapping, shouting, talking
拍打 喊叫 对话
waiting, sleeping, crying
等待 沉眠 哭泣
listening, hoping, encouraging
倾听 热望 鼓励
forgiving, laughing, volanting
原谅 欢笑 飞升
in a word: verbs
一言蔽之：动词
and therefore active
所以才切实
oh i feel much better now
噢 我现在感觉好多了
waitress are settling much prettier than i first came in
服务员比我刚进来时更周到了
ambient shadows less irritating
四周的暗影没那么烦人了
daylight is not threatening me anymore it’s just there
阳光不再对我造成威胁 它只是在那
filling the street for no apparent reason
无缘无故地铺满街道
a mistake perhaps but in any event i’m not afraid
或许这是个错误 但无论如何我都不会畏惧
glad to hear it check please
我为你感到高兴 劳烦 结账
how do you proceed?
你接下来打算怎么做呢
to live just move forward towards those you love
去生活 朝着所爱之人前进
intriguing theory no an impeccable truth
引人入胜的理论 不 是无可辩驳的事实
but knowledge wont help where you’re going
但你所前往的地方 那里知识并没有助益
what will?
那什么有
faith you mean love
信仰 你是说爱情
no faith
不 信仰
whats the distinction between faith and love?
信仰和爱情有什么分别？
love without faith is merely a infatuation
没有信仰的爱情只是一时痴迷
infatutaion
一时痴迷
such a beautiful word
好动人的词汇
my friend you’re doomed
朋友 你完了
perhaps, so why do you need to go into town?
或许吧 你进城去干嘛
i’ve been thrown out of school No
我被学校开除了 不是吧
well what are you going to do?
那你怎么办
i dont know maybe i’ll get a job
不知道 也许去找个工作吧
well if there’s anything you need just ask thanks
有任何需要都可以找我 谢了
so i’ll see in the parking lot at 4 okay
四点停车场见吧 好
well here goes
好了 走了
desperate, his frustration spills
他感到绝望 沮丧涌出…
no bursts forth
不 迸发出
thats better
这个更好
his frustration bursts forth into audacity
沮丧中迸发出无畏
he says as fast as he can
一切感想